i love you! no that's too soon, you met this girl this afternoon

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i wished you happy birthday. only 15 minutes are left before today turns into yesterday, and you won't answer. i can't help but to keep on loving you. it felt nice for a long time, but it's slowly starting to hurt more. i need to see you, but i can't. it's too far and i don't have any money. i'm 80 bucks away from you. that's all i need. but if i came, would you want to see me? you're all i want, but i'm not all you want. so i end up sitting here on bed in the middle of the night, thinking of you and only you. your lips against mine. our bodies, hearts and souls becoming one. but my love, it's so far away. i keep googling, looking for answers, but there are none. cause it's your heart against my heart. and it seems like, no matter how hard i try, i'll never win.