i love you! no that's too soon, you met this girl this afternoon

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i have slept 3 hours in 48 hours. my mind won't be quiet. how can i live without the people i love the most? when i think about life and death, i feel like i can't breathe. and when i focus too hard on my breathing, i die. all i want is a calm second. for the world to be quiet for a few seconds. all i want is for the air to feel fresh again. all i want is for us to be together. then i wouldn't want the world to be quiet. i would want the world to scream and shout for us. as a pair.