i love you! no that's too soon, you met this girl this afternoon

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I think that I'm finally starting to realize that we'll never be together. I've been talking to the universe about you for 7 months now. I've never met anything like you. And even though we'll never be together, I know that we're meant to be. We're a match. I keep trying over and over again, but it's starting to feel embarrassing. It feels impossible to let go. The thing is, I don't want to fall out of love with you. To me it feels better being unhappily in love with you, than not feeling anything. Every time we talk, I think about the fact that this could be our last time talking. It's scary. I don't know anything. But I know that you make me happy. And i know that I've never wanted anyone or anything more than I want you