The exchange student is my STALKER

4: The brother's are closer than I thought they were

Chapter 4: The brother's are closer than I thought they were

We got pepperoni and cheese for dinner. "Um, where is Kevin going to eat?" I asked him before we ate. "Um, he usually eats at Samantha's now a days, he's pretty much the girl's dog. Keeps running around with her as if she was her master." he said sadly. "Do you miss hanging out with him?"

He didn't answer, he just played with his pizza and looked at me. "Not really, I guess." I said to him.

"I mean, I do miss him, but it's just different without him, I mean he only goes home sometimes to get his things, I mean I wonder what they do at her house." he said. "Sometimes I just worry I guess." he said.

"Don't be, I know how it feels to feel like loosing someone." I said. 

"Why have you lost someone?" he asked. 

"Not really, but I understand the feeling." I said to him.

When we finished eating we both sat up and I smiled at him.

Seriously!!! Smile!!! "You know what, your pretty not amazing at all." I said. 

"Guess what you think about me is changing right?" he asked. 

"What?" I asked him. 

"You think I'm a nice gentleman who asks a girl to actually sit down and act like a kid, kind of impossible." he said. "I'm nothing like that." 

"I know." I said. "I was just thinking maybe you night be something better." I said. I went to the couch and sat down there.

Okay not to be all mushy and stuff, yes I was hurt, but I wasn't going to act like it. Yea being hurt, really hurts, the pain and all. But I can fight it. I don't care how much another person hurts me, I'm not going to back down, yes. I am a FIGHTER!!!

"You still mad?" Luke asked after a while. "Maybe." I said. "Oh," he said. "Just tell me when you want to go home, I'll give you a ride." he said and then walk away.

Seriously Luke Gullingham, your making me crazy. I mean first things first, you don't leave a girl alone there and go out when she's sad.

I got a piece of paper and scribbled on it.

Luke,

You stupid bastard, you don't get anything do you! I mean seriously!!!

Sincerely,

Poop...

I crumpled the paper feeling that there was no use in it. I trashed the letter outside then I went out and hailed a cab.

When I went home I then realized...

Luke Gullingham, jerk, stupid bastard, a weirdo, a girl hitcher, a person who doesn't care about anything but himself, guess that's why Kevin left him alone. But despite all of that I said Luke Gullingham was amazing in his own ways. His blonde hair, his brown eyes, when you look into them it's as if the pain and trouble and everything is seeping through your eyes.

The phone startled me from, from Amy's words my day talking to myself, I didn't answer the phone instead I made it go into voicemail.

"Peek a boo, I'm not here, so guess what don't leave a message. Haha I was being sarcastic leave one after the ---" the beep sounded. 

"Hey, sorry about today, I was wrong okay, I'm sorry. Call me back when your home..." Luke said.

Should I pick it up while he was still there. I could hear his breathing through the monitor. He was taking deep breathe's, was he crying? I mean seriously!!!!

I took the phone and pressed on. "Hel-lo?" I said.

Silence...

"Hey!" he said out of a sudden. 

"Hi." I said. "What's wrong? Have you been crying?" 

"No." he lied. It was clear from his voice that he had been.

What was happening? I mean seriously. Tell me!!! Do I have to put a random sign on my forehead saying TELL ME WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!!! I wanted to scream out loud.

"Hey um, do you know Stacia has been flirting like since forever?" I said to change the topic.

Stacia Pink, sassy bastard who doesn't even get a thing. I mean seriously she might he such a possu but sometimes she's just to much of a b****. I don't curse most of the time, but whenever I see her, curses come out of my head as if I wanted to just shout it unto her face. B****.

"I don't like her." he said. 

"Who do you like then? Anyone in your mind these days?"  

"Yeah." he said. "Just one girl." he said.  

"Who?" I asked. 

"Hey I gotta run, my mom is on the other, excuse me." he said then placed me on hold.

Okay on my to-do list, I had to teach him what to do... 

1. Never put a girl on hold, instead tell her you'll call her later. 

2. Never get a girl upset and not comfort her. 

3. Never leave her alone and tell her to just tell you when she's going home.

I'm sure there's going to be much more.

"Hey, I'm back. Mom just called to check up on me and Kevin." he said as he was fixing his phone. 

"So?" I said. "Am I bothering you?" I asked. 

"No, not at all." he said. 

"Are you getting nervous talking to me?" I asked feeling all nauseated and weird on the inside. 

"Maybe." he said. 

"Come on." I said. "Don't act like a wuss." I said to him. 

"Fine, wuss."

We went on like that for about an hour before I actually fell asleep on the phone, and I was drooling, yuck!