Out of my League|| dnf knp

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//THIRD PERSON POV//

"what"

"Dream you sent that message to me"

"Yeah i know what about it"

"You sent it to me on the Dream SMP group chat."

"...what"

Dream quickly picks up his phone, fumbling it in his hands.  He clicks to iMessage then to his most recent message. 

"FUCK" he shouts angrily realizing his mistake.  Sapnap had sent the most recent message so it showed his profile picture at the front of the groupchat.

The messages start coming in.

'Dream I think this is the wrong chat'
'Dream check who you sent this to'
'Dream...'
'Wrong chat big man'

He immediately leaves the VC with Sapnap, tears forming in his eyes.

A text from Sapnap comes through: 'Dream what's going on'

'I think the message was self explanatory' he replies.  He sets his phone to 'Do Not Disturb' mode.

He silently and painfully walks over to his bed.  Just before he can fall down into the black depressing abyss that are his sheets he hears another buzz on his phone.  Thoughts rush through his head.  He had just turned on do not disturb.  There's only one person he has an emergency bypass on for, and that person is George.

He stops in his tracks and reluctantly turns around.

His hands tremble as he reaches out for his phone.

The message from George reads: "Call me"

Without thinking and by instinct, he clicks the 'Call iPhone' button.

It rings for about a second then he answers.

"Clay what was that about?" George says immediately after accepting the call.  George rarely if ever calls him Clay.  Only when it's important.

"I don't know, I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I ruined it.  I ruined everything and I'm very very sorry."

"You don't have to be sorry Dream it's fine.  We can just pretend this didn't happen."

"Thank you so much George."

"I have a boyfriend."  George blurts out instantly regretting saying it at such a moment.

Dream holds back tears as he barely manages to spit out "Oh."

An uncomfortable silence washes over their short call.

"Look I have to go George," Dream whispers while sitting down at his desk, "Bye."

Before George can say anything he hangs up.

//SAPNAP POV//

'I think the message was self explanatory' flashes up on my screen.  What the fuck Dream.

"What's going on?" Karl asked me from across the room, laying on my bed on his phone.

"Check the group chat" I say simply, still completely baffled by the recent events.

"Holy shit," he says looking up at me.

"I know right?!"

"That's insane..." Karl says slowly looking up at me, "Nick when are we going to tell people about us?"

This topic comes out a lot, as it might in a situation like ours.  Both Karl and I have yet to come out to everybody; both of us are bi.

//queue sweater weather//
Karl's family and close friends like Jimmy, Chris, Alex, and Chandler all knew and they were very supportive.

I knew full well that my friends and family would be supportive but I still can't shake the feeling they'll see me differently, or act differently around me.  I don't want to risk not being accepted so I just keep my mouth shut

Karl sometimes thinks I'm embarrassed of him, but that's not it.  I don't know really.

"I don't know," I say after I have a second to think, evidently coming up with nothing useful to tell him.

I add a quick "sorry" before returning to my thoughts.

He laughs prior to kissing the top of my head and going to the kitchen.

//GEORGE POV//

He just hung up on me.  What the fuck Dream.

I hear a knock at my door.  I walk over, open it, and see my new, romantic, amazing, handsome boyfriend.

Just kidding

It was a postman

I wish I had a boyfriend.  I know I shouldn't have lied to Dream, but I didn't know what else to do. 

I like him.  Love him even, but I can't.  I can't risk our friendship.  It was so hard to refuse him but I can't help but think he wasn't fully committed to actually possibly liking me.  The way he worded the message- 'I think I might have feelings for George'

'Think'

'Might'

His friendship means too much to me and I wouldn't trade it for the world.  Him and Sapnap are my best friends.

I think I'm going to log off for a while from the internet, just to take a break and think.

//hi there.  very uneventful sorry lol dont stop reading plz tho big things to come//