Out of my League|| dnf knp

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//hi im just putting a small TW FOR ANXIETY ATTACKS//

//THIRD PERSON POV//

Sweat.

Stress.

Sapnaps head runs wild at his past sight.  It's stuck in his head.  His worst nightmares had come true.

@/dreamwastaken: wth

On the stream where he comes out.  Where Dream should know he would be stressed out of his absolute mind about it.

His very best friend.

What the fuck Dream.

//KARL POV//

I saw Dreams comment.  I see it right now.  I have no fucking idea why he would say that.  Is he homophobic?

No, because he liked George.  I don't know, and though it did hurt, Dream and I aren't 'close' so it didn't affect me much.

Fuck. Nick.

I look over to see Nick breathing really quickly with wet around his eyes.

I stand up quick and within five seconds say to the stream we have to go and press the end live button.

//THIRD PERSON//

Dream lies in the dark of his room.  He's mad.  So many thoughts rushing through his mind.

'Why didn't Nick tell me? Does he not trust me?  Am i not a good friend?'

Before he knew what he was doing it was sent.

He said in chat: @/dreamwastaken: wth

He immediately left chat.  He couldn't handle seeing the repercussions of his actions.

//GEORGE POV//

I saw the chat for a split second.

Then I watch their faces.  Karl staring nervous at chat, Sapnap staring at a wall.

Oh shit.

Karl whips his head around, releasing from his past state of mindlessness.

Grabs Nick's arm, and says bye.  End of stream.

What the fuck Dream.

//ten hours later//

Dream and I are supposed to play Bedwars right now but I don't know if he will.

I've already gotten Minecraft up on my Monitor but he hasn't messaged me anything confirming plans or to cancel. 

The sound. The noise that plays when someone joins your VC. 

"Oh thank god you came Dream I thought you died.  What was that in Sapnaps stream last night?"

"I dont know."

"You can't just say that to him this was obviously a difficult thing for him to do."

"I know."

"Sapnaps upset now.  He ended his stream because of what you said."

"What happened?"

I look at his discord icon, confused. "Did you not see him end his stream?"

"No, I left after I said that thing, what happened?"

"He looked like he was having an anxiety attack."

//DREAM POV//

"Fuck.  What did I do" I voiced holding back tears.  You could hear the choke in my voice.

"Look let's just play, ok?" George said, sounding somewhat annoyed with my feelings.  I get it.  I would too.

My phone was blowing up.  People tagging me, sending me hate for what I did and said.  It is all well deserved but I can't deal with it right now. 

*An hour and a half later to when they're playing*

"DREEEEAM I JUST DIED!"

I was wheezing, me having died minutes before George did.  Neither of us are good at Bedwars so it's always a fun time playing.

"I'm bored, I don't wanna play this anymore,"  George pouted, before bursting into laughter again.

"That's fine, what do you want to do now."

"Show me your face."  George blurted.

"What"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked. It's just I wonder if you don't trust me, and I don't want to push you into anything that you don't want to do.." George says really fast.

I smile nervously.  I want to show people my face.  I really do.  But I can't help but think they people will call me things.

'ugly, weird looking, stupid, weird.'

George turns on his camera.  He's gorgeous.  George is too perfect.  I'm not as good as him.  I'm not as good looking as him.  George can be so effortlessly beautiful.  I can't.

But he asked.

I love him.  It took me a long time to realize my feelings, but I know I have them now.  I would do anything for him.  So I will.

I turn on my camera.  I still have a webcam set up from calling my mom the other day.
//THIRD PERSON//

George stares in awe.  So many contemplations. 

1. Dream is absolutely jaw droppingly hot.
2. He just rejected this absolutely jaw droppingly hot man who likes him.

Dream awkwardly waves at the camera knocking George out of a daze.

"...so...?"

"Hot."

George slaps his hand over his mouth instantaneously.

Dream lets out a small laugh as he turns his camera off.

"You happy?"

//hi this was also uneventful i need to be more interesting sorryyy.  Ill update soon//