My heart beats for you

chapter 12

I keep on wondering why Ray gets angry every time I hang out with Jotaro then one week later I realized that I could know that answer by using my stand...god I'm an idiot, and so once I went home from work I instantly use my stand to see exactly why...(Note: if you forgot the main character/you have a stand that has 4 forms and 1 of them is an all-knowing book it can answer any questions you ask)

I turn my Stand to first form 'the all-knowing book' I asked the book why was Ray acting so weird and the answer to my question shocked me it said that he was in love with me since we were little...I can't believe this it can't be but my all-knowing book never lies...so it has to be true that he was in love with me since we were kids if so why didn't I notice....well Katrelle did always call me dense...*sigh* so it is true I'm dense and Ray is in love...with me Jesus Christ I need time to process all of this in my brain oh god damnit why didn't I know all of this sooner

Wait what about Jotaro does he have feelings for me too? I mean he has also been acting strange lately, once agonizing I use the all-knowing book and it answered my questions like it usually does and in the book, it wrote "yes...that is also the reason why he treated you differently from the other girls and the reason why he keeps on going to school often these few days was because of his love for you...he wanted to see you so he went to school since that was the place he would most likely to talk to you without getting in any weird situation" ......wait... WAIIIIT A MINUTE let me get this straight...he...is in love with me...ME of all people...since when is he in love with me heck I didn't even know that he could fall in love with another person.......what in the world is happening first there's Ray and now Jotaro....there are to guys in love with me and well both of them is popular and both of them looks hot and they are a very kind person  

But I don't think I have any feelings for Ray even though he has been in love with me since we were little and if I rejected him I would break his heart but I don't want that and it's not like I could force myself to be in love with him *sigh* what should I do but if that's the case then why do I feel like I don't mind Jotaro falling for me....okay this is ether a dream or I'm actually in love with a delinquent...oh no...so wait if I see him every time and my heart beats faster than usual and if I feel happy talking to him and hanging out with him and when I knew that he was in love with me I feel relieved...so am I really in love with Jotaro...well I guess I just need to find out if I really am in love...god I'm so dense to the point I feel like the main character in a shojo manga okay I need to clam down first and process all of this in my brain  

So I'm supposed to go visit Jotaro house today since he asked me to...totally not because I wanted to...okay anyway I arrived at Jotaro's house, ring the doorbell and waited, the door opened and next thing is that it appeared that Jotaro was the one who opened that door and miss holly in the other hand was probably out for shopping...oh no what is he going to do to me "hey your finally here" what do u mean finally here it's literally 7:30 in the morning "umm hi Jojo so why did you want me to come to your house anyway " I asked "come in and I'll tell you" ...for some reason Jotaro sounds like he's going to do something that is very unforgivable.... "umm ok" please don't hurt meeeee....  

I entered their house and instead of going to the living room we went to Jotaro's bedroom, oh Jesus Christ is he going to kill me or something "so I have some questions for you (Y/n)" oh Jotaro suddenly got Serious all of a sudden "yeah what is it?" I asked, "well do you know what a stand is?" Wait WHAT did he discovered that I have a stand or something why is he asking me that "u-umm what do you mean by 'a stand' you mean like standing up or something?" Well I know that Jotaro has a stand and it's quite powerful but why is he asking me if I know what a stand is well of course I do but I want to hide the fact that I'm a stand user to other stand users but as the saying goes stand users will attract other stand users "don't lie to me (Y/n) I overheard you talking to Katrelle about stands" oh oooooh so that's why he knew...well I did though that it was a possibility  

Since when Katrelle left Jotaro came like in the next second we'll guess my life is essentially over "...wait did you really eavesdrop on us..." ...actually, I never thought that Jotaro is that kind of person guess I was wrong "wait what no you idiot I just happened to be in the right place at the right time ah and wait don't you dare change the subject" ...oh really and besides I wasn't trying to change the subject "well, in any case, your right I'm a stand user my stand is known as the 4devils its name that because my stand literally looks like a demon or a devil" hmmm it seems that he's shocked and for some reason and at the same time he seems happy? Wait why does he look happy to hear that I'm a stand user...well that's odd 

After that, I explained everything about my stand to him and in exchange he told mine but I already know his stand abilities since I use my stand to find out and while talking about it Jotaro seems quite happy...well if his happy then I guess I'm happy too.....wait why did I just suddenly think like that...ugghh never mind that is that the reason why he wanted me to come to his house?

sooo I guess that's the end of the chapter....wonder if u like it? Well anyway, hope you enjoy this chapter and see u in the next chapter......