The Secret Between Two [A Min Yoongi ff]

Strange

Contrary to what Mr. Kim claimed, I actually didn't end up going back to Korea at all during 2011.

I spent most of my time modeling in Europe, doing fashion shows, magazine shoots and interviews. Or the same thing, but back in the states.

Mr. Kim did have me at fashion shows in Tokyo and Hong Kong for his company, but still nothing in Seoul.

This meant I hadn't seen Yoongi since November 7th, 2010 and I was super not too thrilled the whole year.

Yeah we kept in touch as much as we possibly could, but it was not the same.

Its difficult the be so in love with someone but not be able to hold them close and cherish them.

I promised myself the whole year that when I'm able to go visit him I would not take a single second with him for granted ever again.

We even had tried phone sex, many times, to satisfy the void of being apart.

And since we couldn't see each other, we elebrated each others birthday's on a call.

We also called after our respective graduations, congratulating each other on surviving the hell that came with it.

The only difference between the two of us was that despite our hatred for the education system, he was going to continue on with his education.

I swear he was so hypocritical sometimes. But I did catch him writing down math problems randomly, sometimes on his music sheets.

We also always kept each other updated on important updates on our careers.

Like three more trainees by the names of Kim Seokjin, Jeon Jeongguk, and Kim Taehyung, joined the idol group that he was in.

I questioned him, wondering if that was everyone, but he told me that they were looking for another member to make it seven.

He even told me all of them were all sharing a room, which I thought was crazy. Six, soon to be seven, male teens in one room was a lot to even just think about.

That's when I knew my assumptions about this company were right.

I didn't want Yoongi to know that that's how I felt, so I kept quiet because he assured me that they were doing just fine.

I told him if he ever needed anything, like money, to let me know, but he kept insisting things were fine.

All I could do was believe him, but honestly, his tone contradicted his words.

He had also been writing and composing music a lot. He would call me up from up from a random closet he found in the building and rap his lyrics to me. He'd ask my opinions on lyrics and asked me to help come up with words. And whenever he finished the process, he'd send me a demo.

I also did fill him in on my end of the spectrum.

I told him about all my fashion shows, magazine shoots, and interviews. I even sent him lots of pictures before they were released to the public.

He would get so excited when I told him how everything went, he even bragged to Hoseok about me.

Hoseok, surprisingly, was also excited to hear about it.

One time he even made Yoongi go away for a little bit so he could talk to me in secret.

He then said to me, "you know you're lucky. Yoongi hyung is so in love with you. When he texts you at night and in the morning, you can see a sparkle in his eyes. All other times he's drained and exhausted but as soon as we get back up here to the dorms his mood improves drastically. He's also always finding newspapers and articles about you to see all the positive things people are saying about you."