That's what the boys said, they hate me. But, i cannot let go of my smile, it feels like, this is how my parents taught me. They wanted me to keep smiling. Because smiles makes my family feel happy. Also for my twin or older brother, i want to remember about him.
-Junior Highschool-
"Are you ok, Nacht?" Vanessa asked me.
Since i join the Royal Clover school, my life has changed. Everyone is being nice and wanted to be my friends. But then, i feel something that makes me think everyday. Are they only pretending to be nice or this is what they always do?
Some of them are same like my old classmate, but some of them are different. I can say it's getting more better. In here, i can make some friends, Vanessa, Luck, Zora and Henry. We just like make a circle, a group. I don't know what is their past but i think we can get along.
"Uhm, i'm ok, anyways..."
"Yes?"
"Does my smile... Make people hate me?" I looked at Vanessa with in confusion, but i'm still putting my iconic smile. She only laugh and then slap my back.
"What are you thinking?! Hahaha! No! I mean- You have your own style!"
"Hah?"
"Nacht, no! Did someone told you that your smile makes them feel sick? Nah! Don't listen to them!"
But i think, someday, maybe i can stop smilling.
One day, there is a girl confess her love feeling to me. She is a cute girl, but then, i can't accept. I'm not ready yet to have a romantic relationship. More exactly, i just met her. She gives me a love letter, i only accept and read it. But then, without taking any longer, i rejected her. Something's weird with her, she doesn't feel dissapointed.
