Unexpected. (N.H)

21.

21.

It's been about two weeks and I've officially decided that I do, in fact, need Niall.

In the few months that I've met him I've become... well addicted to him.

His big, blue eyes. His crazy blond hair that always looks so perfect. His carefree attitude. The way he makes you smile all the time. His laugh, oh god I miss his laugh.

I went on Twitter again yesterday. The hate messages have gone down, the fans haven't figured out my Twitter yet, luckily. However Niall kept his promise and followed me.

I nearly went to his castle and strangled him! I was so mad... He had no right to follow me.

Today was a bad day. I realized I've been crying for a week over a guy I've only dated for a month. Stupid, I know.

But for some reason I've got his laugh on repeat and his smile stuck in my head. It's like that song that you only know half of the lyrics to but you sing the lyrics you know over and over again.

Steve made the mistake of mentioning the 'L' word this morning.

"Prim, you love him. It's the only explanation." He decided.

"What?" I whisper in shock.

Love? Did I hear that right?

"C'mon Prim, you know you do. Stop trying to act like you don't." He rolls his eyes.

"You know that I can't." I whisper.

"It was one mistake, Prim!" Steve yells suddenly.

"That mistake ruined my fucking life and you know that!" I scream back.

"But you got it back." He reminds me.

"And it took what? Two years? I'm 23, Steve, I can't go through that again." I whisper, feeling smaller.

"Don't let one bad mistake ruin you forever." He says before leaving my bedroom.

Too late.

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THIS IS SO SHORT IM SO SORRY DONT KILL ME ILY

-Soph.x