chapter 11

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I feel Luke's soft plump lips rest against mine , making my whole heart explode . Luke moans and pulls me onto his lap . Slowly I run my fingers through his hair and tug at the roots . I feel Luke smile , but then his phone rings .I crawl off his lap and back onto the couch . I continue to eat my pancakes as I can hear him arguing with that stupid stylist , who I haven't even tried to learn her name . After i finish my pancakes Luke is still arguing , so I just wash the dishes and go into my bedroom . When I walk in , I scan the room for something interesting to do , so I throw on a t- shirt that is just white , and some blue jeans . after that I just french braid my hair , and thrown on a black leather jacket . just as i look for some boots Luke starts yelling , and crashing noises come after . I quickly throw my book down and run to where Luke is on the phone yelling , and there is a lot of smashed glass . " I'm going to go " Luke says and hangs up the phone . "Sorry "he says and looks down at the ground . " Luke , it's fine , i'll just buy more stuff " I shrug and look up at him . "Hey look at me " I say resting my hand on his cheek ,"everything's alright " I say and grab a broom and dustpan from the closet .

Once I finished sweeping everything up , I grab Luke's hand and bring him over to the couch . "(Y/N)?" Luke says softly ,"yes Luke " I whisper back and look into his crystal blue eyes , "I broke up with Melissa " he says and looks into my eyes . Immediately he hungrily presses his lips onto mind and lays on top of me. I shove him away and hop off , "Luke , you just can't do this " I say and turn around . "Do what , you know how much I love you " he says softly . "I wish I could believe you Luke " I whisper and look at him over my shoulder , His head hangs low and he's wiping under his eyes .

"Why can't you believe me " Like whimpers , "you know I love you and if its about the hospital , it was at the time and I wasn't thinking and these 2-3 years I haven't been able to get you off of my mind and I called you because I needed to hear your voice " he says louder , and his voice cracks .

"Luke , I love you too , but I just can't right now okay ?" I say softly knowing to not move too quickly . "When did you change " he asks . " I never did , I've grown up and made a living and as soon as I woke up after being basically dead all I wanted was to hear you voice or see you , but you were gone and you moved on , and I forced myself too " just listening to myself I remember exactly what happened .

I see a bright light causing my head to hurt and open my eyes . I pop up and look around the room calling for Luke , but no respond . The lady next to me says that he's on tour with his friends and girlfriend . " I-I -I was his girlfriend " I whisper and start crying . Honey , he's moved on and you have too also . 'But I don't want to ' .

"(Y/N) I love you so much why cant you see that , I know what I did and I never wanted to do that , but it happened and I was so stupid , this maybe too soon for you , but it's been too late for me . The thought of finally being able to see you again and call you mine is what kept me sane even if I was with Melissa , I still loved you and I could never let you go " Luke says and starts crying , that's when my walls dropped .

I run into his arms and let him cry while holding me in his arms , no matter how stuck up I am I will always love him . I sound so mushy , but I love him almost too much and well I don't know what I would do without him .

Luke rests his chin on my head , and we sit there for what seems like hours , but I love time and I would never want it to speed up now , I love Luke and now I know he loves me back .

"Well the boys are in town , wanna say hi ?" Luke asks pulling away from the hug . "Will they even know its me anymore?" I joke and Luke hugs me one more time before we exit out of the doors .

I breathe heavily as I lean against the seat of his new car . "Luke , you're such a manwhore " I joke . "And how is that " he says cockily , I smile at him and she smiles back . When he pulls out of the driveway for once , no music was playing . "Luke , may I turn on the radio?" I ask , but he shakes his head no . "I wanna embrace every single moment right now " he says softly , but still looks straight ahead , "I love you " he whispers , but I pretend I didn't hear it .

We pull up into a hotel , I can tell Luke doesn't like the winter weather , but I stay quiet and keep my head down . The whole time up we walk up into the elevator , Luke is silent . Only if I could get into his head , and see what he's thinking about . Hopefully he doesn't see the scars on my body from the car crash . I hope he doesn't fell guilty . I turn to face Luke , he doesn't move , he just looks to the top of the door like I am not present .

I grab his face and kiss his soft lips by surprise , he runs his fingers through my hair , but handels me like glass . Luke grabs both of my hands and we interlock fingers . We both sighed when the door opened . Luke walks about a foot away , that distance is making my head go absolutely crazy . "Well , lets go see them " Luke whispers beneath his breath . Before I reach for the knob Luke pecks my lips and we walk in .

"Hello?" I ask cautiously say walking through the empty hotel room . Soon enough , 4 rhinos are running down the stairs . "Luke who is it this time " Calum groans , "wow you all sound so estatic to see me " I laugh . "(Y\N)?!" Ashton says happily , I nod my head and I am welcomed by a bunch of hugs .

"What has it been , two years?" Calum says and hugs me again . I pull away from the crowd and wrap my arms around Luke's arm . Luke looms down and smiles , "All I know is that its been too damn long ".

(Heyyy guyyysss , we hit 1k , woot woot !!!! My phone and laptop have been crashing too much , so that's why this chapter is very short , but ..... At least it was cute , also just ignore the spelling and grammar , it also bothers me , but yeah !!!!!) -Lexie

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