Mr over protective (luke hemmings)

chapter 9

LUKE POV

I walked back into the hospital looking at Michael who is silently crying . I know how much (Y/N) and Michael meant to each other . Slowly I shuffle over to Michael and sit in the chair right next to him . "I cant believe this " he muffles into his hands , and that's when I loose it and burst out into tears.

Nothing else ,but now has made me relise how much I love the purple haired girl sitting in the hospital right now .Even the small parts of her would make my day , but since we leave next week for tour , I have to say goodbye for now and move on .

There is nothing else in my control . I love (Y/N) with all of me , and I just am lost without her . I shove my face in my hands , and ask myself is it okay to move on . I miss her so much , I wish I would've stopped her from going to the mall and just embraced her for hours , at home .

"Uhm , I just wanted to let you know that you can visit her " the lady says to me and I follow her down the hallway .

She stops and looks at me "are you sure you can do this? " she asks  ,"yeah" I say my voice is still shaking from crying .

When she opens the door , my (Y/ N) is sitting there right in front of me . Slowly I walk over to the chair beside her bed and sit down . The lady leaves the room , and just before she left , she gave me (Y/N)'s necklace .

"Hey baby " I say and hold her hand , "I miss you at home , we all do . Also , we got promoted to our own European tour . I love you so much " I break down into tears , "I love you so so so much (Y/N) you- just please don't go "

My voice cracks and I rest my head onto her bed . "I love you (Y/N) , please don't leave me " .

Suddenly I feel her hand grip around mine , and I kiss her swullen cheek " love you baby" I say and leave the room . I can't see her like this , and I hope she doesn't remember me like this .

"Hey guys " I say as I walk out to the waiting room , "visitation is now open "

, and after I said that Michael instantly ran into her room . I sit next to Ashton and look at the necklace , its my gutairr pick from our first show . I squeeze it tightly and put in in my pocket .

My phone starts to vibrate , and I see its an unknown caller .

"Hey Luke , its your tour manager , we need you in London tomorrow at noon , you plane leaves LAX at midnight ."

"No " I whisper , "no no no no no , I can't leave her like this " I yell and walk outside .

I check my phone and see its 11 , so I gather everyone up and we each get packed up .

As soon as we are dropped off at the airport , we were mauled with fans asking what happened to (Y/N) .

After we made it through , we finally got onto the plane and flew off . Ever second of the plane ride reminded me of how (Y/N) doesn't really like planes .

There is a twist in this story , and all of it happened 2 years ago .