If I Were A Book

Pain

When the very people meant to be your strength are the reason you feel vulnerable and powerless, something in you breaks. 

A small piece of you shatters into a million smaller pieces and splinters you confidence, your will and you happiness. 

Its harsh. 

This world is harsh.

These people are so harsh.

i am in pain

Such horrible feelings and scary thoughts, they ruin someone's childhood, dreams, ambitious. 

Life.

They ruin their life. 

Once ruined, starts a new life. 

The very person who had the will to take over the world and the strength to fight for it, now hides their emotion.

Pain. 

No one notices the rotting person behind the smile. 

Pain is a parasite and a drug. It leeches of you and makes you addict. It makes you believe that you deserve it. 

"That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt." -Augustus Water.