Are we over?

Why Me?

I woke up, went to the mirror and looked at my self and thought wow, I looked like this the whole time?
I has bags under my eyes, Nash's sweat-pants and sweat shirt he let me borrow, with my hair how he likes it.
I thought to myself no, no, no!
I can't look like, what he loves, I start to tear up.
I start crying and yelling.
"WHY ME? I CANT DO THIS!"
Alivia and Giger come running through my door, I'm falling to the ground holding my arms close to my chest crying, my heart out.
"Damn, I didn't know she was this bad, Liv" Giger says with a stutter
"Yeah, I've been with her for the past day and she's been like this. "He" screwed up so bad! He doesn't know what he lost."
"Are they even together?"
Giger picks my head up and puts it on her thigh and let's me sob and get tears on her high waisted (cute looking jeans)
Liv gets up and sees my phone ringing
"Uh, giger I need you too meet me in the kitchen now!!"
Giger puts my head on the floor
I'm still sobbing all over everything
When giger reaches the last step, liv grabs her arm. She shows her who is calling me..
"Answer it or I will" giger says
~30seconds later~
"Hello Nash, it's Alivia"
"Oh, Hi Alivia"
"Why are you calling her?!"
"I want to know if she's okay, I mean I know I hurt her, I understand but everyone makes mistakes, at least convince her I need a 2nd chance I'll make things perfect I swear!"
Liv is speechless
Giger grabs the phone and starts talking
"Nash look, it's Giger, I don't think you even know how bad you hurt me! If you knew, wouldn't you be here with her? Talking about it letting her express her feelings? I mean c'mon don't let this girl suffer! Your apart of this problem, an it's like your leaving her here to hang and drown in water. Get your ass here and help her please! Liv&I have done everything we can."
"Giger, look! I know I made a mistake and yes, it was horrible, I was mad, I thought of her, but that sounds bad! Fine I'll come over thou. I want her to love me again! I can't stand seeing her cry like this it makes my heart hurt!"
"And... You don't think it makes our hearts hurt? I mean Nash c'mon.
If you want her to love you again, come over, show her you care about her, she her she's all you think and care about!"
"Alright I'll come over"
~10minutes later~
Liv and Giger helped me to the couch.
The bell rings not even 3minutes after.
"I got it" giger yells
Nash walks in, with Skylnn.
"Hi Skylnn" giger and liv say at the same time.
Skylnn runs in the kitchen and draws her eyes everywhere til she spots me out of a glance, she runs to me.
"hi, mel" Skylnn says with a huge enormous smile on her beautiful face.
"Oh, hi Skylnn don't you look cute today and hey what are you doing here?"
"I'm here with Nashy."
"Oh. Uh." I stutter
Nash comes around the corner with his hot diamond blue eyes and his brown hair, while wearing my favorite sweatpants and hoodie of his.
Nash, starts to walk towards me and Skylnn, he sits down, and Skylnn jumps on Nash, and sits on him
"So whatcha guys gonna do today😂" Skylnn says in a sassy but funny, adorable voice.
I smiled while, liv, giger and Nash chuckled.
Skylnn climbed off Nash and came over to me and sat in my lap and said
"I love you more than Nashy does."
She giggles
I smile and Nash looks like really?really?
"c'mon Skylnn let's go play with toys in the other room okay? Let's let Nash and Mel, talk for a few minutes okay?
Skylnn gives me a kiss on the cheek and hugs me and right and says "love you melly"
She jumps off of me and runs to giger and liv they walk off into the other room and plays with dolls.
There was silence for about a good 5minutes than that's when Nash said
"..look. I'm..really sorry, I should've never kept this from you or anything , I'm sorry and I love..."
I stopped him before he said you..
I gazed into his beautiful eyes and started to tear up Nash puts his cold hand, on my face and tells me "it's okay, don't cry. I ruined everything, I made a mistake. I'm sorry! ..I love you more than anything"
Tears fall down and my face and Nash takes his hand away, we gaze into eachothers eyes..
"I'm sorry, Nash..." I stuttered while tears are coming faster and faster down my face.
I continue to say
"I'm, a ass, I'm the worst girlfriend, you've ever had because I cried, for like a day and half I'm a loser!"
"Your not a loser, if you think you are, your my loser and I really love that loser" he says with a soft, whisper voice.
"Come here" Nash says
He grabs me by my waist and pulls me closer to him, he keeps his left arm around my waist, while my knees were against his thighs and his right hand was against my face again.
"Listen, to me! I love you, your still the love of my life, what happened was a mistake, a terrible one, one I wished that never happened, ever! I'm sorry! But know I love you and I'm still here." Tears start to grow in his eyes.
Tears are still coming down my face.
Nash pulls my head closer to his and says "here's your gift."
He kisses me, and than says "happy birthday babe, love you!"
Tears come down my face once again.
"I'm so sorry, I love you! Thank you for the birthday gift, sorry I look like shit, no makeup on or anything"
"You look beautiful to me (:"
Liv, Skylnn and Giger come in the living room and see me up against Nash's bold chest, Skylnn has this big smile on her face and runs over and jumps on the both of us and says " Yayy, there again together wooahh!"
We all giggle
"Nashy, ask her, ask her!!"
"Shh" Nash says to Skylnn
"Ask her what?" I respond worriedly
"Nash was gonna ask to prom" Skylnn says laughing
Nash..looks embarrassed
"Oh my, really? Nash?"
"Yes, I was going to ask you to prom and to dinner tonight because it's your birthday."
"Really? Oh my gosh, thank you so much! I guess I already had the best birthday so far :)"
I drop Nash's hand and I go over to liv and giger and I say
"Thank you guys so fucking much! I love you both more than that loser, over there😂"
"I heard that you know" Nash says laughing
I continue to say
"I'm sorry about Harry, Liv but it's okay, I'm here for you like you were me! I love you so much, same with you Giger, I love you both more than you could ever imagine you guys are my bestfriends and will forever and always be. Thank you for being apart of my life and my 18th birthday"
Skylnn and the two other girls start chanting "kiss, kiss, kiss" (for some odd reason, no idea why?)
So than Nash pulls me into a bear hug and kisses me and tells me he loves me more than anything in this world!