Harming Found (H)

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TW: Self harm
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Henry's POV:
As I'm getting ready for work I start to think about all my flaws.

I'm ugly. Im fat. Im useless. I'm annoying. I don't deserve to live. My arm starts to itch and I get the urge to get out my blade.

Yes i cut. I know it's wrong but it is my only way out. I can't tell my family or friends because they are all on holiday except for Ray.

Mom, Dad and Piper have gone on vacation at my aunts and I decided to stay back.

Charlotte and Jasper are also on holiday with their families.

I'm okay with that though because that means the only person I need to hide it from for now is Ray.
Well Schwoz too but that's pretty easy.

I go into my bottom draw and pull out the thing that I wanted. I lift up my sleeve but before I can start my watch beeps telling me Ray wants to hologram chat.

I place the blade under my pillow, roll my sleeve down and answer the call.

"Hey Henry." Ray says with a smile.

I put a fake smile on my face before answering.

"What's up Ray?"

"I was wondering if you wanted to come hang out at the man cave?"

The urge to cut was getting stronger so I gave a quick reply.

"Uh ye I'll be there in an hour." I say.

He gave me a strange look but nods and ends the chat.

I lift my sleeve, grab my blade and start what I couldn't before. 1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cut. 4 cut.

I'm making new cuts and opening old ones.

Before I can make anymore I hear a shocked voice behind me.

"Henry stop!"

It was Ray.

Ray's POV
I just hologram called Henry to see if and wants to hand out in the man cave today and he seemed a bit off.

Something wasn't right but I just can't figure out what.

I decide to go to Henry's to see what's going on.

**Time skip to Henry's house**

When I arrive at his house I climb the trees up to his bedroom and open the window.

When I look inside what I see shocks me. Henry is sat on his bed cutting himself with a blade.

Before he can make another cut I climb in properly and shout

"Henry stop."

He freezes and looks behind him to see me.

All of a sudden he breaks down into tears. I quickly rush over to him and pull him into a caring hug but not before grabbing the blade and placing it into my back pocket.

I sit down on his bed, place him on my lap and rock him gently.

I know I'm treating him like a small child but I can tell this the kind of comfort he needs right now.

What could have drove the kid to do this to himself?

Henry's POV:
After several minutes of being held in Ray's arms I start to calm down.

I slowly get off of him and sit down beside him. He looks at me and forces me to make eye contact before asking me a question.

"Why did you do this to yourself Hen?" He asks in a calm voice.

"I just feel so useless and ugly. I don't know shy but every day I can't stop thinking the same thing over and over again." I say all this still making eye contact with him.

I'm scared that if I don't he will be angry at me. He must of seen the fear on my face because he gently pulled me into a hug so that my head is resting on his shoulder and whispered in to my ear.

"Dont worry I'm not mad I just wish you would have come to me when you started feeling like this."

All I do is nod and cuddle into him searching for any form of comfort.

"Right, I'm going to clean and bandage your arms then we are going to go to the man cave and have a movie marathon. How does that sound?" He asks.

"Good" I reply before sitting up straight and getting the things he needs to clean my arms.

He gives me a reassuring smile.

**6 months later**
It has been 6 months since Ray found out I was cutting. He got me the help I need and now I'm 3 months clean.

I am so thankful Ray was there to help me otherwise I dont think I would of survived it.

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