Your Favorite Boy || karlnap

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TW's: smut, mentions of abuse.

-Karl POV-

My mind was re-running what was happening all night, I had jogged to my house and cried, I heard my phone going off but didn't give a fuck. I cried myself to sleep and then woke up at 4am. 

I went to school sleep deprived and said, I felt so useless, I got used by someone I thought I loved. It was all fake but it felt so real. Of course no one would love me, I was just the smart rich kid, why did I think that I was anymore. 

I was walking down the hallway when I felt someone grab my wrist, I panicked for a moment, my eyes were blurred over with tears so I couldn't see what was happening. I let them drag me away from my school, I didn't care who it was. 

I felt them unleash my wrist and I felt myself sitting down. "can you look at me.. please?" I heard someone ask, I looked up and wiped my eyes off on my sleeve, in front of me stood Nick, he looked terrible, he had dark purple bags under his red eyes and his hair was all messy. 

I just kept staring at him, how could he have hurt me so damn much?

He reached forward and grabbed my hand, squatting down on the ground in front of me, I thought about pulling my hand away but his touch did something to me. I wanted him to hold me forever. 

"can I explain..?" He said gently, looking me in the eyes. I nodded slightly and he started telling me about everything that has happened over the past week, starting with meeting me and ending with him telling me about his dad and how his words got to him. "I'm so sorry, I love you so much, I don't know why I ever doubted that, I guess I just wanted to not be a disappointment anymore, but that doesn't matter to me anymore. I want to be with you, I want to you to be my boyfriend."

He was still on the ground in front of me, so I looked down at him, "I'm so sorry." I whispered, tears dripping out of my eyes. 

"you have nothing to be sorry for, okay?" he said pulling me into a big hug. I nodded into his chest and he pulled back, wiping the tears off of my cheeks with his thumb. "Karl?" He said looking down at me with his mocha eyes.

"yeah?" I said after I calmed down and was now laying my head on his chest.

"can you be my boyfriend? Like for real?" he said to me rubbing up and down my bare arms. 

I looked up at him and nodded repeatedly, he beamed down at me and I smiled back at him. He leaned down and kissed my lips, it felt like our first kiss ever and I enjoyed every second of it. 

"I don't know where you are staying right now but you can stay at my house, we have a guest room if you don't feel comfortable sleeping with me." I said softly to him after we pulled back. 

He hugged me again and slowly swayed side to side. "are you sure that's okay?" 

"yeah my parents are in Mexico and I don't think my sister gives a fuck." i said grabbing onto his hips. 

"okay!" he said to me. "Want to skip school? We only have like a week left so we aren't going to be doing anything." 

I thought about it for a second, "sure." I said back. "let's go to your house so you can get your clothes and stuff."