An invisible girl in our world dies. She meets a God who says she has no where to go in heaven or hell. So she is given another life on a new world filled with magic and adventure. To find her place and actually live life and to find her other half.
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Have you ever felt out of place in the world or in your life? I have felt that my whole life. Never really had a place at home with my family. Always felt like a stranger with nothing to say or interesting to talk about. Just another mouth for my mom to feed and take of. Once I moved out no one ever really called to check in unless they needed something or I asked them too. Only my three cats counted my as real family. They always greeted me at the door when I came home from work. Never fit in at school. I was the outcast of the outcast. Never really had people I would call friends just class mates. No one wanted to spend time with me at any of the schools I went to. I was always alone hiding behind fake smiles and laughter. I was never included by anyone. Never invited to birthday parties or out shopping with friends. All I had to get me by were school work and books to bury my loneliness in. Books took me to different places where I felt wanted and needed. Where I can find love and acceptance for who I am. At work I was just a passing face who was willing to share their lunch and to say hi to. I was easily replaceable by anyone else. Just sawn as a fellow coworker facing the daily grind of work and home. No one ever invited me out for a drink or fun after work or days off. Just sawn as someone always willing to lend a helping hand or cheerful smile. How have my dreams flown away and left me behind feeling so empty and like a robot repeating the same commands over and over again. I once dreamed of flying but told my eye sight is to bad. Dreamed of college and find a career that suited me. Had no money to afford it and job didn't pay enough for both it and bills. Tried but job forced me to quit once school effected work. Now have covid-19 changing things and making life even more tough for low class employees. I feel like the world is passing me by and leaving me no chances to pull myself out of this deep pit I'm in. So I bury myself in books, movies, web novels, and any thing else that I can read. For no one wants me any way. The only time I dated was when I was fifteen for six months. After that guys just ignored me, just wanted sex, or a guy friend. Not one saw me as a person to have any kind of relationship with especially a romantic one. This was the final straw for my hope in life to get better to brake and shatter. For what person will have hope in the world when you turn invisible to everyone you know and only seen when needed or you yourself reaches out for those brief moments for contact. No I won't turn to drugs, alcohol, or any other bad thing for an escape. For they are really not an escape just another form to have people push you away or be another form of prison. I just continue on waiting for the day that something takes my life for I can finally be free. I'll continue to see life flow around me and just be a spector watching the world go by. Paying my bills and working to pay them. Taking care of these three lives that do depend on me for their food, water, and shelter.
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I do wish when my life does end, is to be reincarnated in a world with magic. In a world were my life has value and I have people who truly care for me. Who what to spend time with me and find my true love and happiness.
