Dear Diary

Feburary 25th, 2020

So much has happened in my life in just a few short months. See, Don and I, we broke up just about 2 weeks ago. We both were toxic. It's okay though. I'm doing better now. About a month ago, I met some amazing people through one of my gamer friends Seth. I met CeruleanReapers, UnwishingPick, and Fluffy. Of course I have nicknames for them. There is Cici, Unnie, and fluffy was just fluffy still. Fluffy distanced himself from me after a while of him flirting and failing since I had a boyfriend at the time. He even went as far as to remove me and I don't know why. Nobody does. That's also okay. I'm still close with the other two boys. The rest of the group I really don't know.
After my breakup with Don, I was told to try out tinder. It was weird. I met some cool people, but one did catch my eye. His name is Elliott. We started as friends, which is what we kind of still are. We called quite a bit and played games too. Me and Eli hung out yesterday for the first time. It was...interesting haha. Details don't matter cause they're not the most child friendly, but we drove around in the surrounding cities. I had so much fun. We definitely plan to hang out again. I've never been so happy considering the time. Yesterday was my fathers death date and for the first time in 4 years, I didn't break down like a little bitch. I was back and forth between the depression and denial stages for 4 years, but I'm finally starting to let go. Doesn't seem like much ,but to me, as someone who used to be on the losing side of life and with my mind,  it's amazing and I feel great actually. Anyways, that's enough to for today. I'll try writing again soon :)