Dear Diary

October 26th, 2020

It's been over a month and the whole gang is amazing. I met so many of their friends. There's Hayden, Pj, Seth, Tony, and Don. Don is amazing. He makes me feel amazing and is always there. That interest I had for Don is there there and thriving haha. Honestly, he's the one I want. He's it and I know it. You may say "it's only been a month, how do you know" and you just know when you know. He is supposed to be coming up here for my graduation and if everything goes well, I want to move in with him. I had every insecurity you could think of, a lot of mental health issues, and overall, I wanted to die. He pulled me out of it all the way. He was that light at the end if the dark tunnel. I'm so fucking thankful for him and I'm glad I met him. He's just amazing in every way. Now, he just needs to see that. He needs to see how amazing he is. I really really like him. I've told him this, but he's still deciding how he feels about me. If he doesn't end up feeling the same way, that's fine. I'll still want to be friends. Anyways, enough of Don haha. Some of you may know that I've had so many issues, but now I'm happy. I'm finally happy. Also thanks to Jess, a friend of mine who also helped :). That's Jossica😂. Anyways, I hope you all have a rest of your day/ night and I'll update this when I get a chance :)