always and forever

i don't know what to do

TW: Sexual Harassment/ Sexual Assult

Indica

"Hey girlll how was last night?" Hadley asked, wiggling her eyebrows as I walked out of B7. Oh shit. I totally forgot I told Hads about that.

I was supposed to have sex with my boyfriend Hunter last night...but I couldn't do it. I felt so bad. He had got a hotel and everything, but for some reason, I just left. I told him I couldn't and to say the least, he didn't handle it well. Can you blame him though?

"Ummm about that..." I shyly peeked over at her while we walked down the hallway.

"You have got to be kidding me. Did you chicken out? For real?" 

I rolled my eyes at her and nodded my head. "Well ok I did but it's not like I don't love him, I just wasn't ready." Right?

Hadley laughed and nudged me "Ok if you say so... Oh looks like lover boy is waiting for youuuu" She pointed over to Hunter leaning against my locker looking at his phone with a rose in his hand.

I waved goodbye to Hads and walked over to him. I peeked my head under his phone and waved "Hey babe!"

"Hey, babe... You look so sexy in these jeans" He smirked as he grabbed my butt.

I snaked out of his grasp and blushed. "Hey... I'm really sorry about last night." I looked up at him.

"No babe I'm sorry. I shouldn't have got violent again. I promise I won't anymore, kay babe?" He said as he leaned in for a kiss. I kissed him back halfway and he noticed.

"Babe, is this gonna be a problem? I said I was sorry. I even brought you a rose, see?" He said, giving me the flower.

"No, I know. I'm just tired. I'll come over tonight, ok? Love you" I said as I walked away.

He nodded and went back to his phone. 

As I went to walk out of the building, A way-too-happy girl waved a flyer in my face.

"What the fuck?!" I jumped back "Ah! Sorry, Abby. I uh just didn't see you there."

"It's fine Indie. Here's the flyer for the school camping trip this weekend!" She said with the biggest smile on her face. How are people so happy all the time?

"Oh. Thanks, Anna. Have a good day!" I said as I walked to my car, glancing at the flyer. Every year each class goes on a trip and it's actually something super fun that everyone looks forward to.

I got in my car and turned on the heater. Oregon tends to rain. A lot. Causing some storms and having my ass freeze off every day. I called my dad and told him I would be late coming home and going to Eastwoods Coffee to study for my chem final.

I headed over the slick roads trying not to crash. To say the least, I'm not the best driver. I parked in the usual parking spot and headed in. The smell of fresh cocoa beans filled my lungs and I stood there for a second, just breathing it all in. I took a seat at a table near the back and pulled out my laptop. I saw a picture of me and hunter come up in the background and I looked at my face in the photo.