𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝

Chapter 21

I woke up to Jaden tracing the snake on my neck.

J- Morning beautiful 

N- Morning 

J- So how are you feeling?

N- Eh

J- You need to stop getting sick missy

N- Sowwy

J- Do you have school today?

N- Nope

I got up and got into the shower. I got a towel from the cabinet and picked an outfit. I got in the shower and washed my hair. The soap fell into my eyes and some how that made me see more. I have ruined the boys lifes, They probably dont even want me here. 

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆

I grabbed my blade and stared drawing a picture. I was going sideways bit, i wanted more pain. I needed to give myself more pain. I drew a straight line upwards.  and another, then another. Blood was dripping down my arm. I heard Jaden come in but i was to weak to hide the razor.

J- Hey have you seen my- oh my god Nessa

J- What happened- I- i thought you werent- why?

N- I- Jaden im sorry

𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

N- Jaden im sorry

J- Its okay just talk to me next time

I turned the shower off and picked up her small body. I put a towel over her and put bandages on her open wounds.

I picked her out an outfit while she layed on the bed, I out a show on for her. I feel so bad i thought she stopped cutting. I mean i cant tell her to never do it again because i know from experience how hard it is to stop. 

𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐎𝐟 𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫

OOTD-

I gave it to her and she got changed. She wanted to pick out my outfit aswell so i let her. I sat on the bed and watched whatever she was watching.

𝐍𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

I got this for jaden

And then he dragged me downstairs. He told me i tell them.

N- I dont wanna tell them jay

J- YOU HAVE TOO

N- IM NOT GONNA

J- You are okay? okay

N- fine

J- I win

We walked into the room and i saw the boys all of them. And Olivia plus cynthia ofc. I couldnt do this

N- nope not happening im out

J- no you are not

Jo- Whats going on?

J- Nessa has somthing to say

N- Whattttttttt no i dont

B- Nessa

N- YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BRYCE

K- Nessa calm down

N- I-I- I DONT WANNA TELL THEM JAY

J- NESSA. You have to tell them omg

N- Guys i-i-i ummm cut again

B- WHAT

Q- Calm down bryce god dammit

C- yeah... Nessa why?

N- Because clearly none of you would like me here i cause so much trouble.

O- Ness were always here for you

Jo- yeah and you dont cause trouble for us 

K- Just a little excitment

N- I love you guys

O- WE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU

HI I KNOW THIS IS SHORT BUT IM GONNA MAKE ANOTHER CHAPTER FOR INSTAGRAM BUT YEAH OKAY!