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In that moment

Nothing mattered anymore

Not the fact his glossy hair was hitting the sun just right as he was falling

Not the fact his clothes were tight on his back due to the wind and how fast everything was going

10 seconds

So much to think in such little time what would everyone think

9 seconds

All my pain will go away all the marks on my skin will once be healed

8 seconds

Maybe i could just pretend I'm on a swing a big swing going back as the wind gets colder and I can't breath anymore

7 seconds

Maybe this could be less scary

6 seconds

What does it all matter now to me though it'll al be over in its own time

5 seconds come instant regret

4 seconds

I'm not done yet

3 seconds

I still wanna keep living

2 seconds

My life can't end that easily

1 second

I never got to say bye to her

But in that moment

Nothing could be done already hearing obnoxious sirens and seeing bright blue and red blinding lights while my eyes shall remain shut forever

Feeling the blood go down my back and mix in with the concrete that was already on him

The feeling of nothingness a feeling I craved for too long was now for forever

And I can still hear the cries from afar

Body still on the ground colder then any winter storm I've been out in

I wished I could have stayed

For the one girl

Who would've change it

But for so long I was just trapped in my own self that I couldn't see it

And who could have known that the one girl he loved the most and made him so happy

Would be the cause of her life time of pain.

Cause In that moment no body could understand him like that one girl
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