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Hitch"And after that Historia was dragged by Ymir outside! Oh my gosh she was so mad because Historia always wants to get a reaction of her when shes around people who flirt with her.." I giggled and saw as Y/n stared forward to the sun that was changing the colors of the sky. The way __ skin glistened from the light, __ eyes shinning too. __ was just glowing.
"Your so beautiful..." "what was that?" __ looked at me tilting __ head. "O-Oh nothing! I just said the sky looks so beautiful now right?" __ nodded and I nervously laughed it off. You cant just say that! It's weird...
"Ahh, im beat." __ plopped down on my lap so suddenly and I just stared at __ probably looking like a tomato.
"Y/n-" "im not getting off! Your thighs are better than a pillow!" "H-Hey!" __ grabbed the blanket besides me and covered up. "Wake me up in an hour, don't do anything or else you'll disrupt my beauty sleep!" I sighed and just let __ get some rest.
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"Are you...asleep?" I was surprised to hear snores so early. I lifted the blanket from __ face and saw that __ really was knocked out. "Alright well sleep well..." I laid down as well just to rest my back."You know you are a special person to me...maybe you don't see us as really close but your basically one of my only friends who I would die for in an instant, no hesitation....well it's obviously because I like you. So much...i kind of got jealous of Hanji for being able to ask you out. I guess its also because I knew you longer...I really wanted to do something bad like ruin your relationship, Marlo came at the right time though and he talked me out of it."
I sat back up and smiled at __. I slowly picked __ up, well almost dropping __ because I never really had the strength to carry anyone-
I laid __ on the air mattress, we had set it up earlier. "Man...I really have to do some work outs because I only have strength in my fingers from all that writing."
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Y/n (play song here )"Sorry I fell asleep for so long..." I lazily mumbled and slowly sat up. "Hold on this is not Hitch's lap-" I was on a bed and the room was lit up by the moon light that peeked from the blinds. "Oh, Hanji's room?" I got up confused, very very confused. I heard the shower was on but then it stopped. "Hanji?" The door opened and there they stood, a towel over their head. "Oh your awake!" They gave me a kiss and then sat down on the chair.
"Well you and your friend had...drinks. And when I was just doing my daily night jogs I saw you both. I offered you both a ride home since you where both obviously drunk. I also took her bike back don't worry." They gave me a quick glare when they where talking about how we drank. "I don't remember drinking anything?" But then all the memories from then came back. "Oh..." they sighed and threw their towel on the bed. "Why the hell would you be drinking? Your still in high school, and you where literally alone! You know something bad could have happened to the both of you."
"Hanji...look im sorry, It's just I never get to have that much fun! I mean sure it was a bad idea but it's not like we chugged the whole thing! I mean come one you also want to try drinking right? You can't act like you never thought of it. Besides she can handle it well, she probably was just tipsy or something." They got up and started walking to me, as I backed up I soon hit the wall and Hanji had me trapped.
"So being with all of us wasn't as fun? Only alcohol can give you the time of your life right? Because nothing like getting wasted can give you happiness! Better yet it's so much fun doing that out at night while theres no one around but you and your friend! It's not like someone can come and rob you guys right? Hurt you? Kidnap you?" They put their finger on my chin and made me look up at them. "You look at me when im speaking...I mean after all your the one who says it's not a big deal right? So why are you shying away?"
"Listen I didn't mean it in that way. I always have fun with you guys ok? I would never change anything, but I also never get to hangout with Hitch because she's always out studying. It felt like old times when we got to hangout more.."
"Look, I know you miss having fun with her. And doing that stuff is so exciting and blood pumping, it makes you feel alive doesn't it? But sometimes doing those things aren't good. Especially if it's a way to avoid your problems or anything really. You can't keep doing that stuff forever."
I was shaking, I felt like breaking down. I know it's not good to do it all the time but I still do. To avoid it all.
"I'm here, here to listen to you rant, to understand you more, to become closer to you. And if it's possible I'd like to help you with your problems. Help you face them, stop running away and become stronger."
They hugged me and I wrapped my arms tightly around them. Letting it all out. And they didn't say anything, didn't pity me or tell me it was going to get better one day. They were just there hugging me and letting me cry.
"I'm sorry for getting worked up about it, I didn't want you to feel like I was mad, but you probably did feel that way. I just don't want you to get hurt. Because I knew someone who how Hitch is to you. And I lost him...because he was drinking."
"It's ok..I'm sorry you went through that, maybe I can help you overcome this? I can help you, like how you want to help me."
Hanji smiled and looked at me "I would love that.." and slowly leaned in. I felt their breath on my lips, they whispered "is it ok if I kiss you?" I smiled and pulled them into a kiss.
"Of course it is"
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