The dark one

Chapter 4 I love you most in the world

As i lay on the beach i tthought of how great my life was. Not one but two gorgus boys loved me and i loved them back i have an amazing best friend who would do anything for me and i anything for her and an adorable little sister who Skipped the "terrible twos" stage and stayed a cute happy little baby who did anything i told her. "Are you ok babe?" asks Blair with a look of worry on his face. "Yeah of course why wouldnt i be?" i reply quizicaly. "Well you were frowning and shaking......" he says confused. "what?" i asked there was no way i was doing that i was thinking hapyy thoughts but.....ok maybe some part of me feels that something is terribly wrong. you know apart from the fact im hiding these two from each other i just feel something incredibly wrong right now. "Maybe we should go back inside i think your just cold." he says smilling as he wraps his jacket around me and helps me up. "Yeah that must be it" i reply as we walk up the path to his house.

I still have that feeling i wish i knew what it was i mean i didnt feel anyting wrong a couple hours ago when i was with Kyle. Maybe all the guilt from cheating on Blair is just catching up to me.I think sadly as Blair unlocks the door and sits down on the couch. "Want to watch some T.V?" he asks causally. "Sure" i say my mind in another place as Blair channel surfs. I look over to him about to ask for some advice but i pause seing his face. "Blair?" i ask worringly. Hes gone white and is just staring at the TV blankly. I folow his gaze. The news is on oh no the news always makes me feel depresed. I watch more closly as police drag an oviously dead girl out of a cave and start testing her for prints. shes about my age maybe a bit younger. "Blair are you ok? wait oh my god do you know her?" i ask worringly hoping he doesnt know that girl. "Nn-o i just........" he says struggling to speak. "It just makes me sad um....watching this" he says turning the TV off quickly. "I think you should go" he says his face has suddenly gone stone hard. "Oh ok sure see you tomorow Blair ok?" "Yeah sure ok" he says shutting the door in my face."Wow that was weird" i mutter to myself as i walk across the street to my house and open the door.

"Kay Kay!" my adorable sister shouts as she jumps into my arms "I missed you" she says with her puppy dog pout. "I missed you too Prim" I say all my worrys gone as i look into her innocent adorable eyes. "Who do you love most in the world?" she whispers as she twirls my hair in her fingers. "You Prim its allways been you." i say sweeping her up and sitting her on her bed.

"ANGEY!" she squells when she sees our ugly fatass cat. Presing her face into his fur as he struggles to escape. "Wait have you been here all alone Prim?" i ask worringly as i look around. "No i was here watching her while you were goofing around with your boyfriends." Annie says grinning as she walks acroos the room and sits down on the bed. She leans over and starts stroking Angus. "I still dont get why you two love that cat so much hes hidious and evil!" Angus hisses at me and Annie and Prim start laughing.

"Ok Prim time to go to sleep" i say as i lay her down and kiss her forehead. "Kay kay?"

"Yes Prim?" i ask "I think you should dump Blair. " she says frowning. "What? why?" i ask "I dont like him hes weird!" She pouts.

"Are you sure you dont mean Kyle?" i ask confused "Hes the weird one with black hair?"

"NO! i like Kyle i hate Blair " she says stubornly. "Well sorry Prim but i love them both i dont want to dump either of them. " I reply like a stubborn child. Oh god I'm starting to sound like my sister.

I shake off the thought of Blair's scary expression as I tuck Prim in and tell her: "Thank you for trying to help Prim but right now I think I'll make my own love life dicisions." I cringe as her innocent little face scrunches up in a look of hurt. "No no, Prim baby I'm sorry. Remember I still love you most in the world and you don't forget it." She wipes her hand across her face spreading the tears in a childish fashion all along her cheek. " I love you too Kay Kay." I kiss her softly on the forehead before I get up and dump myself in bed all my worries gone as I drift off into a dreamless sleep.