Nikolai's father died nearly 4 years ago and mother hasn't been the same since. Nikolai is left to care for his 3 younger brothers and trying to hold the family together.
With his life filled with work, school, raising his brothers, gardening and r...
It's been 4 years. I go to the community college and study wind energy. It's a growing field and has a massive amount of job opportunity Tyler signed up with the Electrical union and has been apprenticing for that. It pays well and has tones of job opportunities. People get so focused on needing a College degree that they overlook incredible jobs that pay you to be trained.
Over the years I have become far more prone to dress feminine. I've grown my hair out. It flows in layers down to the middle of my back. Everyone but family knows me as Nikki. I'm not trans or even non binary. I just like looking pretty and feminine. If anyone asks I'll tell them I'm a man. But most people don't ask. They probably have no clue. Not that I care. If they believe I'm a women, that's perfectly fine too. Gender really just doesn't matter that much to me.
Last year Tyler asked me to marry him. He gave me a big gorgeous opal ring with diamonds around it. It's feminine and perfect.
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I have been working on creating the perfect wedding for us. We have decided to get married outdoors in the back yard. We have a beautiful arched trellis with grape vines growing up them over the center path. Before of the trellis, in a 20×20 square, I left the ground unplanted. And set rows of chairs. Everywhere else was planted and looked like a beautiful cottage garden. They were going to have a small wedding with just close friends and family.
I was upstairs getting dressed and ready for my wedding day. I put on white lacy white panties. They were a cute men's G-string. I pulled up a guarder to my thigh. And Tommy help me to slip into my dress. It had spaghetti straps, and a deep v-neck. The base of the dress was skin colored and shear. With lacy flowers traveling down strategically, to cover the nipples and traveling to the waist. The waist down was lace with tulle sheets coming off of it. It looked incredibly flattering on me. There was no need for curves to fill this dress out. It was beautiful on me. Even without. My hair had two small twist, one on each side that met in the middle. My hair was curled into wave flowing down my back. And I wore three inch heels. Simple white lacy design with a small open toe. I decided a vail was just too much, so I had a white flower crown. My make up was done in a light brown smokie eye. With concealer, foundation, contour, blush. And nude lip. It looked very natural, but enhanced all my features beautifully. I had practiced a number of times, before today, just to make sure it would be perfect.
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There was a knock on the door from Lake. "Hey bro. It's time." " ok, were on our way down" Tommy replied and grabbed my hand. "You ready? You look stunning." I smiled ams nodded. I grabbed Tommy's arm and he escorted me to the back yard. I laughed as Demi run up to me and walked down the aisle with Tommy and I. Tommy lead me to Tyler who was wearing a white suit. The twins were standing on my side, Tommy would stay and stand up there as well. So he was playing my father and best man. He walked me to Tyler and handed me over. Milo was overlooking the marriage proceedings. And started the ceremony. I know I should be listening, but Tyler was the only thing that really mattered. And he look amazing. All of a sudden Tyler spoke. I was startled causing me to jump. Tyler just smiled and shook his head.
"Nikolai, I promise you my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future. I promise to be faithful to you. I promise to love you, to commit to you and support you. I promise to respect, protect and trust you. I promise to give you the best of myself, for I know that together we will build a life far better than either of us could imagine alone. I choose you. I'll choose you over and over, without pause, without doubt, I'll keep choosing you."
"And Nikolai, what are your vows to Tyler.
"Tyler, What can I provide you that I haven’t already given? My body, my mind, my soul and my heart. They’re all yours. Everything that I have and everything that I am, have belonged to you long before today. And I promise that it shall be yours forever. I promise to love and cherish you, I promise to be faithful to you, I promise to be your support and help in times of need, and I promise to always show you the respect and honor you so deserve until I close my eyes on this Earth for the very last time.”
We slipped rings on each other and Milo said, "You may kiss your groom." Tyler smiled and pulled me into a slow deep kiss. And I melted into his arm.
As we went to walk down the aisle again, I had to step around Demi, as she stood by me the entire time. We greeted everyone and thanks them for coming. While everyone picked up the chairs and we piped music through the back yard and dance the night away. For dancing with the fathers, Tommy took up that role also. There had been times when I didn't know if I could make it through the day. But, Tommy was always there helping to pull me through. Looking out for me. And parenting me as I parented him. Really we raised each other in many ways. Each of my brothers took a turn dancing with me. Even Demi had a dance with me. To be fair I was slightly drunk, but it's my wedding, so it's allowed. But demi needed a dance. She was after all the only woman I will ever love. The night took off and we partied the night away.
Tyler and I had another more years before the twins graduate. After that, they were looking at the state university. Tommy was going to the Washington University and studying Electrical Engineering next year. The twins hadn't decided their majors yet. But they knew they wanted to be near their brother. We were all very close and if they weren't going to be near me, they wanted to be near Tommy. Tyler and I would stay living in this house. I had spent far too much money, and done far too much work, to just up and leave. Besides. If someone wasn't here to cook and make sure mom ate, she probably would waste away and die. She didn't even come out for my wedding. Even though she knew. And it was at our house. While it irritated me. It really shouldn't. I don't know why I expected any other thing from her. She didn't even come out for Christmas half the time. She didn't go to our graduation. Why would I expect her to support my wedding. Honestly I don't even know what her opinion of my husband is. For all I know, she could be a homophobe. I know absolutely nothing about her. The whole this is sad.
Tyler and I have talked about adopting, but honestly, I feel like I've raise enough children in my life. So I think I am going to enjoy my freedom and just focus on my husband. He's all I need and all I want. Maybe I'll have grand kids soon. Who know. I look forward to having cute little kids around and then I can give the. Candy and send them home. Let's face it, even now I don't see myself handing out candy. Probably nuts and dried fruit. Anyway. Give the cute little kids snacks, and send them home to daddy. I honest can't wait. At least one of them had better have some kids! Just not me. I'm all parented out.
So on the end, Life is good. I have a loving husband, a great job, a beautiful home and fantastic life.
