Only you // Larry Stylinson

Chapter 50

I open my eyes to a semi dark room, there was just a few lines of light shining through the blinds, my head is absolutely pounding, how much did I drink.

I go to sit up and realise there's an arm slung lazily across my chest. Shit shit shit. Surely I didn't bring someone over last night, I can't have hooked up with someone this soon.

I finally force myself to look beside me, just to see Niall drooling all over my pillows.

Relief washed over my body as I realised I had asked both him and Liam to stay last night. I pushed his arm off me and stood up and instantly felt sick rise up my throat, I ran into my bathroom and started vomiting everything out.

"Oi Harry keep it down!" Niall grumbled pulling a pillow over his head.

I sat with my head in the toilet feeling extremely sorry for myself, I should not have drank as much as I did, I rested my forehead against the toilet bowl feeling relived at the coolness against my sweaty head.

"Harry your phones buzzing." Liam yawned still half asleep.

I picked myself up off the bathroom floor and walked over to my side table to get my phone.

Nick: so I'm guessing you didn't mean those texts last night? ://

I scrolled up and re read the texts I had sent and instantly cringed, what is wrong with me?

Me: I was very drunk last night sorry :/
Nick: yeah don't think your boyfriend would be happy you text me
Me: oh no that part was true we broke up
Nick: oh sorry to hear :( you ok?

Me: eh I will be

Nick: well if you want some company sometime just let me know :)

Me: Thanks I will :))

As much as it was nice that Nick wanted to give me company the pain of Louis was still so present inside my whole body, as much as I hated him he was still the one person I wanted more than anything.

I put my focus back onto Liam and Niall who were both starting to slowly wake up, Liam was sitting on his phone and Niall was looking around the room with his eyes half open, I was so thankful I had them as my best friends, especially during hard times like this. 

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The guys left a couple of hours after we had woken up, I had got a shower and ate some toast to stop feeling sick which slightly worked. I was waiting on my mum to get back from getting Gemma from the airport, I was extremely excited to see her, I just needed someone to talk too.

Molly was sitting on my lap asleep while I watched TV in the living room, I scratched her little head as I scrolled through Instagram, just the usual boring shit. Half of me wanted to unblock Louis and tell him how much I did love him but the other half knew he lied, and lied and lied. He loved Eleanor and he clearly always did, I could never compare, he's not embarrassed to be seen in public with her, he'd show her off. 

I was always the one to be kept in the shadows and hidden, he was embarrassed of me and I just let him use me, he got what he wanted, he got to hide in the shadows and have a relationship with me, a boy, and have a public relationship with Eleanor, a girl. I was so stupid, so blind, the signs were all there and I ignored them because I was blindsided by love. 

My train of thought was completely thrown off by the front door opening and Molly jumping off my lap, Gemma and my mum came in through the door and I felt a smile attack my face.