My Story Before Hers

chapter 1

"mammaa" Shamsa creams with a horrific face rushing to me, about to burst out in tears

"Babyna what happened what's with you" I say to my daughter

"it's eiman" she points toward a boy holding teddy bear, playing

I sigh "come on" I gesture for him to come closer and he obliges nervously. I like this boy with his tiny mouth and pink lips he always looks horrified. He is fine even though he is dark.

"hey, I ain't taking it from you don't worry" I say with concern

"Please you don't have to be cruel to this toddler give it back to her" salma says angrily trying to be quiet, coming from other golden designated large door to this massive parlour. Her voice startle the innocent kid I can tell he didn't notice her presence "come here" she gesture with her index finger for him to come closer, glaring at him. The boy looks scared

"it's really nothing" I say to lighten her moody face, since I knew this woman with this boy she has been nothing to him but 'wicked', though she is. I turn to him "you can have it, shamsa has a lot "

"Sara don't deprave him he doesn't deserve all of this kindness" she says waving her hand in air dramatically "get out here and wait for me outside"
She yells to the dark skinned boy, his expression remains neutral as if he has known this was coming.

I can see the change in him since his mother died, the poor boy looks pale his collarbone is sticking out.

I have known this woman since from college, she was all I needed invisibly until it's visible. She was there with me when I had no one, eventually I had no friend because everyone found my attitude odd due to my sickness I thought I only had few days, weeks, months, or even a year.

I was proved wrong until I found her, I was such a blooper then. She was my light and capable of my attitude she was able to forbears it until we became friends and bloom...

Eiman is heading way out while salma sits on the couch adjacent to mine. She's way fairer than me and chubby, she is beautiful.

She looks at me with that curious eyes and concern "what's wrong? " she ask chewing on her chewing gum

"nothing " I respond

"I can see that deep frown plastered on your face which indicates there is something wrong. What is it?" she whispered the last question narrowing her eyes.

"nothing really I was just reminiscing" I simply answer

"you see you should stop being a pathetic what's done is done. Now see how wealthy you are, all these mansions, lot of fancy cars, lot of money you got. Hey this is your past you need to stop thinking all these, you have to bring the best out of the worse " sigh and continue "besides we're both living the best life now and... "

I say before she could finish "I.... we can't change any of these I never thought my life could be anything disasterious.... I know he'd never forgive me neither any of them... I feel terrible " I stutter the feeling the tears swirling in my eyes I tried to blink them away

"he will, you can just ask for his forgiveness when you guys get older. I know he must be disappointed but he will definitely forgive you " she says leaning back

This woman is the definition of evil

"sure?"

"yes but you don't forget we are not to reveal any of these to anyone yet you can't tell him everything "

"don't let anyone see nor hear if so one will be jeopardized or died."

I can feel sweat "yeah" damn I can't handle all these 'what is done is done I'm over it' I thought to myself . Oh god! I've mess my whole life up

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