The pain behind the flowers//Bkdk Or Tododeku? Fanfic

Chapter 3

The night before in Katsuki's Pov_

       Should I tell him.....?

  Fuck it.....its for stupid Deku......

I took a deep breath as I started to explain. "Yea.....it's the reason I spaced out and the reason I've been acting 'weird' I guess" I say looking back to the moon.

"Well......wanna talk about it...? I'm a good listener and I'll give you advice when necessary" The big goof said giving me a dumbass smile.

"I seen something I probably shouldn't have today....." He seemed to be getting more interested as he processed the sentence. "I won't say who it was but-" I was interrupted by a blushing Kirishima...."Wait-WAIT!! If it's inappropriate-Idontwannahearit!"
He said with his hands over his ears.

I give him a look of disgust that seemed to relieve his worried as he released a breath of alleviation.

I look back to the sky to avoid eye contact. "As I was saying....I seen someone in an alleyway behind the school today,after classes were out." I paused as I tried to put the words into a sentence to describe whatever the FUCK I witnessed. "So....they were coughing....Alot,I think they were coughing up blood and something else but I couldn't see it clearly enough."

Dumbfuck looked to be deep in thought at my words so I just continue.

"They were crying too so it seemed to be painful....The person said something like 'I wish he liked me back' or some shit" That seemed to put the puzzle peices together in his mind as his face went completely pale,frozen in place,unable to form words. His mouth opens as if he was trying to say something but fucks up completely. He continues to stare at nothing but air for a few minutes before almost whispering," Are you sure...? Y-you sure you didn't see what else the person was c-coughing up...?"

"No I didn't dumbfuck,Why? Do you know what the fuck is goin' on with him?"

Fuck,I gave his gender away.... I thought as I internally facepalmed

"So it's a 'he'?.....Are you completely positive you didn't see what else 'He' was coughing up along with the blood?" He asked me seriously which is an almost rare occasion. So in return I took him seriously.

" Yes,Kiri I didn't see what it was." He seemed to get lost in thought again as he placed his head in his palm that was resting on the windowsill. "Can I hold your phone to search something really fast?" He asked still in the same position. "Uh,Yea sure" I reach down inside my pocket and get my phone,giving it to the other male who seemed to be in a state of shock.

Passing it to him,I unlock it. After a few seconds of silence,he asks me," Do you know what the Hanakai Disease is...?" Still scrolling through whatever website he clicked on. "No,what the hell is that...?" I was genuinely confused that it was almost scary.

"Well it's where someone has one sided love.....It means the person is in love with someone but the other person doesn't care or acknowledge the love being gave to them." My eyes widen immediately.

Deku is IN LOVE with someone?! Should I be sad or pissed? Who's the person he's in love with...? Does the person know...? (😑) Why is he hiding this?

My shoulder gets tapped,kicking me out if my thoughts. I look up to see dumbfuck looking worried? "You okay? You spaced out again." He says sitting back down into the chair that was getting cold. "Yea,Sorry...."I say absent-minded. "Woah,Did you just say sorry?! This must really have you concerned if you said THAT!!"