The pain behind the flowers//Bkdk Or Tododeku? Fanfic

Chapter 4

Izuku's Pov______

As I was walking home my mind began to wonder. After the talk with Mr.Aizawa and Bakugou.....It didn't make me feel better Like I had hoped.

Then the talk with Kirishima made me a little better because he actually offered to help me,but I don't wanna be a bother to any one of them.

How did Bakugou even find out....? I know I made sure to clean my tracks....I always made sure nobody was watching me when I went to the bathroom or into an alleyway......The allyway......Thats the only time I remember letting my guard down....that must be when he seen me. I hope he didn't see too much.....He was probably disgusted. They probably all think I'm disgusting and an idiot for falling in love in the first place.....but it's not like I meant to. Bakugou is just amazing.....

I wonder how Kirishima can help me. He did mention he knew someone that had it. Wait. They 'had' it.....I'm happy for that person even if I don't know them.....atleast they don't have to go through this amymore. I'm kinda envious that they were able to make it go away....But you should never be jealous of someone else's happiness when yourself isn't happy.

I stop walking to look up and see Shoto sitting on the sidewalk in front of my house.

He must've been waiting for me. I feel bad for making him wait just because I lost track of time,being inconsiderate of other people...I asked him to come over to my house at school to study and hangout but here I am making him wait......Ugh When am I gunna learn to not be a screw up?

I walk up to him and stretch out my hand to help him up,with a small smile. He takes it with a smile to match my own."I-im sorry I made you wait.....I l-lost track of time...." I tell him,fiddling with the him of my shirt.

"It's perfectly fine,Midoriya,Just a human mistake. No need to be sorry." He says softly like If he raises his voice any higher,I'll break into tiny pieces.

A warm breeze blows making both of our hair move softly in the wind,brushing our foreheads ever so softly.

The sun was getting lower. Making the sky turn diffrent hues of blue and orange. The clouds a light pink color due to reflecting the unscattered rays of sunlight. It looked like a magical painting that was made out of love. I love this kind of weather even though on the inside.....it feels like constant rain and thunderstorms that never ceace....but with Shoto....it feels like everything stops....the wind in my ears seem to stop...the harsh darkness becomes no more. It's almost unexplainable.

I feel him grab my hand and put it in his,making me ease out of my thoughts. "Are you okay Midoriya...?" He asks me with a concerned look on his face. "O-oh.....Yea...I'm okay" I say quietly,looking down at our hands. He pulls away and says," Oh,I'm sorry....I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." I giggle a little bit and reasure him,"No it's okay Shoto,you didn't make me uncomfy at all....It was actually very comforting." I give him a smile to show that I'm being honest.

He looked down at the ground as soon as we made eye contact,he had a light pink blush on his face that he wasn't able to hide very well.

I grab his hand and hold it in my own,and start walking to the front door of my home. Still smiling I walk inside with Shoto right behind me. We both take off shoes before walking any further. I just left mine where I took them off but Shoto set his neatly by the door.