Stage Lover - Muke

16 - I Won't Allow It

Michael

It's been a week since Luke and i broke up, I know it's all my fault and I've tried to apologize but he won't answer my calls or my texts, i tried to show up at his door but he isn't there, i don't know where he went and I'm getting worried

One night i was about to leave the theater and just go home and get drunk as I've been doing lately. That's when i saw someone sitting in the scenario, just looking at the empty seats. I came closer and i thought that i was going crazy,  no it can't be, it isn't him...

Whoever was sitting on the wooden floor turned around and blue eyes faced me "Oh, sorry, i thought you weren't here.. I'll just go" Luke mumbled, avoiding eye contact with me and my heart shattered, i can't let him go

"Wait Lukey..."

"What do you want Michael?" He sighed, probably wanting to leave and never see me again

"Can we just... 15 minutes, that's all i ask, then you can leave and never come back if you want to, but please" i pleaded, hoping he'd at least give me the chance to explain

"10 minutes, that's it"

"Great" i smiled sitting next to him on the stage "So... How you've been?"

"To the point Michael"

"I'm sorry" i blurted out "I'm really sorry, i was drunk and i know that's no excuse for what i did, and I'm not expecting you to magically forgive me and everything to be fine again but i only want you to know that i never meant to hurt you"

"But you did Michael" Luke spoke "And you did mean to, if not why him? Of all the people you could've chosen, why him? You fucked us up, for someone that means nothing to you, it's your fault"

"I know, i know" i fought back the tears, i needed to stay strong now "it's all my fault and I'm trying to make it better, I'm aware i fucked up, but i need you to let me try, please"

"Just like you let me explain what happened with Ashton, right?" Luke started to walk away from me and his words teared me like paper, but i can't loose him, i just can't

"I love you!" I yelled on a last desperate attempt of wining him back but he didn't turn back. I had lost my ballerina

But i wouldn't allow it

*Author Note*

Sleepy af

I think chapters are getting shorter... it's not me it's the tablet srry

Vote Comment Fan ILY

Annie ♥