Stage Lover - Muke

15 - But i love you

Luke

I didn't sleep well... Hell, I'm not even sure if i slept at all. I'm only sure that i fucked up, bad, and i miss Mikey. And its not like i can go find him, because i have this fucking plaster in my goddamn leg that doesn't let me do anything!

I tried to call him hundreds of times but his phone is dead, and he won't answer the one in his apartment. So the only thing i can do is stay in my fucking flat, hoping for him to come back and forgive me, and I'm not even sure if that's ever gonna happen

Who am i kidding? He's not coming back, is he? He will never forgive me...

You're not a hero, you're a coward, you're not a saviour, you're a vampire...

I attended the unknown number, in hope for Michael to be on the other side

"Hello?" I spoke, trying that my voice doesn't sounds like I've been crying

"Hey Lukey" It wasn't him, but the voice was strangely familiar

"Who is it?"

"Oh Lukey, don't you recognize me? I thought we were buddies" i searched in my memory until it clicked, and a frown painted my face, what is HE doing with my number?

"Calum... What do you want? Where did you get this number?"

"I took it from your boy- I mean ex boyfriend's phone, he spent the night, the poor guy was devastated because he got cheated on and i was here to give him comfort" I could feel the smirk in his voice as anger stained my face red, he had to be lying

"You're lying"

"Oh dear Luke, I'm afraid you're wrong, there, i sent you a picture" And he did, they had slept together... "He did this thing to my ass that made my eyes go water, jesus"

I hung up, throwing the phone away, my eyes tearing up once again and my hand anxiously scratching my plaster, wanting it to fell off so i can just run away

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Michael

I woke up in a strange bed, how did I get here? WHY am i even here? I looked aside, finding a body laying next to me. Fuck. The realization hit me, i had slept with Calum, i had cheated on Luke, right? I mean, i ended the relationship but, i didn't mean it, i want to be with him, but now that's never going to happen

I stood up from bed and started to search for my clothes, i probably look and smell like shit but I'm not staying in this apartment for much longer

"You're leaving? Not even a goodbye kiss?" I heard Calum say behind me

"Yeah, bye" i pulled my jeans on and started to leave the place

"C'mon, you loved it and you know it" He smirked

"Have a good life Calum" i sighed and closed the door, not wanting to argue even more, i have enough shit on my shoulders

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I decided to drive to Luke's to apologize, i have to tell him what i did, he deserves the truth, and i hope he doesn't feel so bad, I'd couldn't live with the  knowledge that i hurt the person i love the most...

I knocked in the door and watched him appear on the other side with tears on his eyes, making me want to kiss them away and see that smile in his face once again

He sighed and went back inside almost slamming the door in my face but i stopped him, putting my shoe in the middle of it "Luke.."

"What?" He said "You came here to brag that you screwed the person that had made my life shit for the last few months? No need, I'm already aware"

Tears started to fill my own eyes and a knot locked my throat "Sorry..."

"Too fucking late, goodbye Michael" And this time he did close the door

"But i love you..."

*Author Note*

Notice how faded is Mikey's hair in the picture, when was the last time he dyed it? I think he's trying to grow it out before getting bald

Yeah now I'll go study for my chemistry test... fucking chemistry

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