undesirable // dnf

ch 4. convos

(A/N) this will probably be very short. ALSO IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING (although you probably don't care) IM JUST GOING THROUGH A VERY VERYYY ROUGH TIME!!!!

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Dream sighed. He stroked his cat's back until he reached her tail, hearing her purr calms him down. Dream feels the guilt rising from his memory, he shouldn't have acted that way with George. George was hurting and dream let his feelings get in the way of Georges, he wants to just run away.

"hey patches, what should I do?" he asked his cat, staring at her bundled up next to him. They both stared at each other, dream waited for a meow back. He smiled and pat patches head, melting at her cuteness.

Patches meow finally and sets her head down on dreams thigh. Dream ah-has' and gets his phone, he dials a phone number that is on his emergency list.

"what's up daddy" sapnap laughs.

dream scoffs, "what?? sapnap what is wrong with you?" The laughs echo around dreams room, making dream happier and the guilt lift a little.

"why'd ya call? is it about George?" Sapnap guessed.

"How'd you know? anyways, not important. Sapnap I feel so incredibly bad. what should I do? I asked patches bu-"

sapnap cuts him off, "PATCHY?? say hi to her for me... sorry"

"it's alright. as I was saying before I was so rudely cut off, what should I do about the George situation? what if he's drinking again or doing something bad???" dream talks quickly, not even letting air fall into his mouth. He has worry in his voice.

"go talk to him, like.. in person" sapnap grabs, what seems like a bag of chips, and he munches on.

Dream sighs again, he tries to think about it but sapnap munching in his ear is distracting him to the max.

"Could you be quiet, sapnap" dream begs, and raises his voice just a tiny bit.

"Sorry man, these takis are good" sapnap giggles and moves the bag away.

"maybe I will go see George in person and apologize to him. wish me luck, brother"

"aww~ I like it when you call me brother" sapnap coos and talks in a baby voice at dream.

Dream just hangs up and chuckles a bit. He wonders if he should go right now or tomorrow, he thinks hard about it. He can't decide so he asks for patches again.

"lick my hand if you think I should visit him" he puts his hand up to his cats mouth and waits for an answer. he secretly hoped that patches does lick his hand so he would have to go see George. To his surprise, patches licked his hand and purred again. He smiled and scratched patches chin gently. "you're such a good girl," he said softly as he got up to get dressed.

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There was a long knock at his door. The knocks kept on going for about 5 seconds before it was followed by silence. George looked up from his spot on the bed, his eyes are puffy and his cheeks were stained with tears. He wondered if it was dream, he wanted it to be dream but at the same time, he didn't. George didn't want dream to seem him like this but wants his comfort. The silence was killing him. George weakly got up and held his breath as he walked to the door that was near his room. Slowly and dragging his feet on the ground he made it to the door. He hesitated before turning the knob and creeping it open, a few inches was apart of the door and the frame.

"dream.." George mumbles and stares at the tall man. Georges heart begins to pound fast, hearing it through his ears.

"George, I'm here to apologize for yesterday." dream looks back at George and creates eye contact, making George look away almost instantly.

"only apologize?" he asks.

"I mean... I could stay with you if you want." Dream suggests, scratching the back of his head. Still looking fondly at George.

"I'd like that" George mumbles, a slight blush forming on his stained cheek. He opens the door wide and lets dream in. Awkwardly walking next to dream and placing his arm on the other. The silence goes on for a while, even when they entered George's room. The silence stays for a while, while dream figures out what to say.

Dream opens his mouth and grabs George's hands, feeling his ice-cold fingers. "I'm so sorry, for how I acted yesterday. I shouldn't acted like that. You were hurting and I let my feelings get in the way, I'm truly sorry."

George looked up at his best friend, he licks his chapped lips and leans in closer to dreams chest. He leans his head on dreams chest and pulls away from his hands, wrapping his arms around dreams torso. He squeezes tight, not wanting to let go. This caught dream off guard and he just stood there, not moving a muscle, still processing about what just happened. He comes back from in the clouds and wraps his arms around George as well. They both didn't want to let go, they just wanted to stay there forever.

"Please stay" George mumbles from dreams chest.

dream smiled fondly, "okay",

"I won't go anywhere" he spoke clearly and set his chin on George's messy hair.

They stood there hugging each other for a couple of more minutes before parting. They both went to George's bed and lay there, staring at the ceiling together. Both of them not wanting to say a word as their bodies were touching side to side. They didn't mind the silence as long as they had each other. George felt comforted, even though nothing has been said yet.

"I forgive you.." George turned his head to face dream, he was startled when he saw dream was already staring first. George weakly smiled at him.

"I've never seen you like this" dream spoke.

"like what?"

"broken but yet so beautiful" he chuckled, "how do you do it?"

"oh shut up" George laughed and kicked the side of dreams leg with his own.

"it's nice, seeing you smile again" dream turned his body to the side so now that he was facing George.

George did the same but his head was held down so dream didn't see his being bright red. His heart kept beating but he ignored it.

Dream touched George's face and held him with his hand, caressing softly with his thumb on George's cheek. 'you don't deserve such a heartbreak' dream thought, still caressing Georges's face.

George didn't pull away nor did he tell him to stop, he enjoyed such comfort. He nudged his head closer to dreams hand, wanting to touch him more. Wanting skin on skin.

Dream pulled George in and put an arm on him, cuddling him. They were as close as possible, the warmth filling the air and making it more comforting for George. Dream ran a hand through Georges's hair, kissing his forehead while at it. He noticed that George was asleep already.

'must've been tired from all that crying' he thought as he stared at George's peaceful face. He couldn't stop staring. He felt like a child in an art museum.

He too, fell asleep after minutes of admiring the olders face. Their legs and arms tangled together like a rope, feeling each other's body warm heat. George and dream both are sleeping peacefully together like couples. George still doesn't know his feelings for dream, he doesn't want to find out right away, he wants to sit and wait like a duck in a pond waiting for someone to feed them bread.

The night went silent and smooth as both adults snored and drooled. Dreaming of who knows what. They pulled each other closer and closer, although the max limit was already succeeded.

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