One year later
while all the time that I was loving you, you were busy loving yourself. I would stop breathing if you told me to. Now your busy loving someone else 11 years years out of my life. Besides the kids I have nothing to show . Wasted my years a fool a wife. I should have left your ass a long time ago.
Well I'm not gon cry Im not gon cry I'm not gon shed no tears. Cuz you not worth my tears!
Mary j Blige-Not gon Cry
Shawna
It's been year since Me and Charles got a divorce. I was extremely hurt and I did know what to do with myself. But every time I looked into my babies eyes I know I had to get myself together for them. When I left Charles a bitch bossed the fucked up I graduated with a degree in healthcare management and now I am the senior administrator of the hospital, and I am currently working on my master's. Now as for Charles he still doing him. I am making great money. Now as for Charles ass he hasn't seen the kids in months but its ok thou I take care of mines and that's PEROIDT. I heard him and Kim got married but that hoe is just using him for his money and he too stupid to realize it. Now as for me and my love life I have a "little friend" I talk to here and their. He is the top surgery in the hospital and let me tell you he is so fine. He's been asking me on dates but I would always declined. Now I yall thinking "why are you Turing that man down?" cause I'm scared I'm getting hurt again. "Shawna who you talking to?" My co-worker Stacey says working into my office. "Oh girl to myself just think". I say closing my computer down for the day. Stacey laughs "You know what they say if you talk to yourself and answer yourself that is consider crazy, do i need to call Dr. Lopez?" who is the head psych doctor. I laugh "Girl, no I'm fine just talking out loud". She gives me a face "Alight I won't call him this time, but any who what you doing tonight it's Friday." "Girl I'm going to get me some seafood put me on a good movie and sit back relax an chill" I say grabbing my LV bag, and walking out of my office and locking it. "I heard that the husband is away on work so I go the house to myself, but what about the kids" She say well we both walk to elevator. "the kids are with my mom in New York for the summer so I'm good" I said well walking onto the elevator and pressing "L" for lobby. "
The elevator stopped at level 4 the doors walked on Dr. Devean. "Hello Shawna, how are you" he says. "Hello devean I'm fine in you" I say back to him. "I'm good I see you turned down my offer in going out with me this evening. "Um well about that I have something to do tonight" I said to him out of the corner of my eye i see stacey giving me the side eye and shaking her head. he laughs "Alright yall ladies have a good day" he says walking off the elevator. " Now why in the hell would you turn that man down he is fine as hell and you turning him down" Stacey says looking me like Im crazy. I sigh "I know Stace but im scared im getting hurt again" I said to her. She signs "Look shawna i love you but baby you gonna let that go and move onw ith your life he has so why shouldn't you" She says to me. I thought about it " you want Stace your right I am going to go out with him tonight" I said to her. She claps "Now that's what I'm talking about now on and call me later" She says hugging me as she walks in the opposite direction as me.
I quickly walk outside to the parking lot to see Devean on the phone I tap on his shoulder. "Let me call you back mama" He hangs up the phone. I clear my throat "Um I was wondering can if that offer still stands". i said in shy tone. he smirk's "Of course it is and I know the perfect place do you like Italian" he says to me. "yes". He smiles that's great can I pick you around 8 o clock. I nod my head yes. I hugged him and walked away I felt him staring at me I turned around and his eyes were glued to my ass. "Lord give me strength". I said getting in my car and pulling off.
7:45
I had about fifteen minutes before Devean arrives. I look in the mirr I had on all black off the shoulder dress with some Loubotin's and my saint laurent bag. My hair was bone straight, and my makeup was on point. I was putting on the finishing touches on my outfit when I heard the door bell ring. I looked at my rolex "He's early I said to myself well walking to the door. I opened it to revaled Charles. "What the hell are you doing here"? I said to him. He laughs "Is that anyway to greet your ex-husband?" "Yes the fuck it is now why are you here?" I said well putting my hand on my hip. "I came to see my kids, where they at?" He says looking around the house. I know this nigga lying! "First of all why are you asking about MY kids for you haven't seen them in god knows how long, and all of sudden you wanna see them get the fuck outta here!! Your ass has not showed up to on school play, not one doctors appointment, not even a dam sport events. So don't come up in here asking about where MY kids are. " I said going off on him. He signs "Look I know i haven't been their I have alot going on" He says lying through his teeth. I roll my eyes "Cut the bullshit Charles me and My kids are fine we don't need shit from you so dismiss your self" I said trying to close the door. He stops the door the with his foot "You act like you made those kids my your self". "Well hell I did your ass didn't put in no work." "Excuse me" he said raising his brow at me. "Nigga you heard what I said now I have a date to get ready for I'm need you to leave." He laughs "who would date your fatass" I smirk "Oh I know you not talking have you seen you stomach in that shirt you look about six months pregnant to me". His faces turns red "What you say to me?". I laugh "Ooo did i hit a nerve let me tell you one thing you can keep your little fat jokes thinking they gone hurt me, little do you know after you left all your so called homies was all in my face trying to get with me. ,so guess what you can go to hell bitch ass nigga" I said slamming the door in is face. Im not gon cry over a bumbass nigga I look to good.
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