Not gon cry

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Shawna married  her highschool sweetheart. The two have been married for over 15 years now.They share four beautiful kids together ages:15,10,8,and 6. Shawna is a house wife she never went to college like she wanted to but her husband charles wanted to take care of her. But little does her husband know she has been taking online classes for the last two years. But lately Shawna hasn't been happy in her marriage lately. Her and charles have been arguing over the last couple months. They haven't had sex in almost a year. And due to that shawna has been extremely depressed, and she has gain over 200 pounds. Shawna knows she turns her husband off he doesn't even touched her or even look her way. Charles looks at shawna like she is nastiest person alive.
"My marriage is over" Shawna says to her bestfriend Kim, whom she known since she was in grade school. "Why you say that" Kims says texting on her phone. Shawna signs "Well he hasnt touched me we don't even make love anymore and if we do make love I have to initiate it, He just looks at me like I disgust him". Shawna says letting a few tears fall from her eyes. "Girl stop crying your beautiful, now let's go to victoria secret and get you some lingerie. Shawna laughs "Girl my big behind cant fit in no lingeria". Kim rolls her eyes "Girl stop it and come on. Kim grabs shawna's hand and they walk to victoria secert. They walked around for a good 45 minutes. Kim squeals "Girl this is it charles is going to libe you in this". Kim says picking up a cream lingerie one piece set with the matching robe. "Ion know kim what if charles laughs?" Kim signs "Girl he is going to love you in this." Shawna signs "Alright ill get it" They walk to the cashier and pay for their things. Shawna and Kim walk out the mall and go to their cars. They give each other a hug. " He is going to love it dont worrie" Kims says. Shawna signs "hopefully I hope your right about this. Kim laughs " Im always right". Shawna rolls her eyes. "Whatever".

Shawna pulls up to the house. "Thank god the kids are at my moms for the week" She says to herself. Shawna slowly walks to her front door. She hears the TV on in the living room. She walks in to see her husband watching the football game. "Hey" Shawna says to her husband. He turns around and gives her a disgusted look. Shawna shakes her head and walks upstairs into their master bedroom. She decided to surprise charles . She hop in the shower and washed her body with her vanilla body wash. After 45 minutes in the shower she put on some lotion,and sprayed some perfume. She slipped on the lingerie piece she brought today. She examed herself in the mirror she let her naturl curls face into her face. She walked out the bathroom to see her chalres already in the bed.
"You like it". Charles turns around and looked at he r up and down. H busted out laughing. "You look like a fat mess". Shawna eyes wided "Charles how could you say that to me I am your wife". Shawna says with tears in her eyes. Charles signs "Well its the truth you are a fat mess". "Charles I have been trying to be sexy for you for the last year now, you haven't even touched me, what can I do to make you love like you used to do". Shawna pleading with her husband. Charles walks over to shawna. "You really wanna know" He says looking in her eyes. "Yes" Shawna response. "Go on a dam diet, Im going to sleep in the guest room." "Charles how could you say that to me after all we been through together I have been nothing but good to you this last 20 years". Charles signs "Look shawna lets just go to bed I dont got time to aruge with you tonight" "No charles ai wanna know what the hell is wrong with our marriage" Shawna says with pleading eyes. "Look I haven't been happy lately ever since you changed". "]What you mean I changed Im still the same shawna you met 20 years ago. She says with confusion with her face. "Yea you are but body wise you changed" "Look I know I have gain a few pou-" Charles cuts her off "A few pounds shawna have you looked in the mirror your huge" "Charles I have been trying everyday to lose weight" shawna says. "Well maybe you need to try harder" "You know what charles the hell wit you I don't deserve this at all fuck you and your small as penis" Shawn says ina anger tone. "Bitch fuck your fat ass too thats why Im been sleeping with your bestfriend"
When those words left charles mouth her soul left her body she couldn't believe the man she once loved had cheated on her with her so called "bestfriend". "Y-0u wh-at"shawna says as her voice cracks. "Look I wanted to tell you but it was never the right time" "How could you I have done nothing to you but love you and treat right and you this to me you know what Im not gon cry cause you aint worth my tries get your shit and get the fuck out of my house". Chalres signs to himself and gathers his things to leave he walks out of the closet with a suitcase. "Im sorry shawna". Shawna looks at him with tries in her eyes fuck "fuck you".

Shawna couldn't believe after 15 years of marriage her husband and her soon called bestfriend was having an affair. "It's time for a. change." shawna says to herself.

Part 2 coming soon

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