I'm Not Alright (Satoshi and Yuka x Reader)

I'm Not Alright

Hey guys! Silver here! Here’s a small one-shot involving Reader-Chan and Satoshi along with Yuka from Corpse Party: Tortured Souls! The song involved is called I'm Not Alright by Shinedown! Hope you enjoy! Oh, and you’ll want to read the first two shots I did! Can't Decide and Secret!   

Key:
Italics – Song lyrics
 
 
 
All dressed up
In a white straight jacket
No, you can’t have it
 
You couldn’t believe what you had done. Poor Yuka and Satoshi lay in a pool of their own blood as you stood over them, tears pouring from your eyes.
 
Paper airplanes
Open window
Here today
Gone tomorrow
 
Just minutes ago, both were alive and well. Here one second, gone the next. All thanks to you.
 
[Chorus]
I like to stare at the sun
And think about what I’ve done
I lie awake in my great escape
 
I like crossing the line 
And slowly losing my mind
Are you okay
‘Cuz I feel fine
Maybe it’s me
I’m just crazy
Maybe I like that I’m not alright
 
You knew it wasn’t really your fault you committed those crimes. You had had a moment of weakness, when you had saw the first corpse of the school. You had visions of your death, visions of all the ones you loved dying.
 
All messed up
And slightly twisted
Am I sick or am I gifted
Paper airplanes
Open windows
Here today
And gone tomorrow
 
In your moment of weakness, you had allowed the darkening to seep in. It tainted your once pure soul, changing you. With a sickening feeling in your stomach, you had slowly lost all sense of direction, of right from wrong.
 
[Chorus]
I like to stare at the sun
And think about what I’ve done
I lie awake in my great escape
 
I like crossing the line 
And slowly losing my mind
Are you okay
‘Cuz I feel fine
Maybe it’s me
I’m just crazy
Maybe I like that I’m not alright
 
Because you had that one moment of weakness, Satoshi and Yuka were now laying in their own crimson pools, still warm. You had blood on your hands, you were a murderer.
 
Woah
I don’t care if you apologize
I can’t lie
Woah
I can’t lie
 
You could still feel the darkness in the recesses of your soul, waiting for another moment, another small moment of weakness so that it could come forth again. No matter how many times you tried to apologize, you knew it was worthless. No matter how many Sorry's you said, it wouldn’t atone for what you had done.
 
I like to stare at the sun
And think about what I’ve done
I lie awake in my great escape
 
I like crossing the line
And slowly losing my mind
Are you okay
‘Cuz I feel fine
Maybe it’s me
I’m just crazy
Maybe I like that I’m not alright
Maybe I like that I’m not alright