The little Avery

😣Hard😣

Me-"Um. Well. Jack. Um....Your shoes look nice today"

 Jack-"Oh god. I am. Why didn't you tell me. But how is she mine I thought you lost her, and we didn't." 

Me-" What why do you think that" I ask trying to play it cool.

Jack-"Because you always complement someone on there shoes when it's a yes". 

Me-"What no. Anyway what if it's a no and I just didn't want to say it' 

Jack-"If I wasn't then you would of complimented my socks or just of said no"

 I looked down since there was no use of lying, because Jack already knows. 

Me-"Fine. Yes she is yours.". 

Jack-"But how. You lost the baby we were supposed to have".

 Me-"I-I didn't". 

Jack-"Well did you just think you did and then when you broke up with me, did you realize that you were still pregnant".

 I looked down.

 Me-"No. I knew what I was doing, I faked the whole thing and left". 

I didn't dare to look up. 

Jack-"You knew! And you didn't tell me! Why would you do that!". 

Me-"You don't know what was going on at the time!".

 Jack-"Then why didn't you tell me".

 Me-"I wanted to but I couldn't".

I can't blame Jack for being upset that I didn't tell him that I lied and told him I lost out kid. 

Jack-"Well now you can". 

He had a point. But how am I supposed to word it. I can't just say your crazy phyco girlfriend, threatened me to break up with you or else I would get assaulted even more.

Me-"Um well it had something to do with Gabbie, so if you don't want to know I won't tell you". 

Jack-"I still want to know".

Me-"Well I had just gotten done with the ultrasound and I wanted to go to the mall to buy more clothes since my baby bump was going to start to show so I wanted more clothes. I had just found a onesie and It was part of my plan to tell you our baby's gender. Well Logan had told me to meet him in the ally next to the mall because he didn't want his fans to come. I was walking to the Ally when at the time I didn't know Gabbie's name and I just thought that she was just your fan, I had just walked passed her when she asked me if I was dating you. I answered with a yes and was about to walk away when she told me not to walk away from her. I didn't know what she was capable of and I played it cool and looked at her. She was right in my face and started saying weird things then she started threating me to break up with you and again I didn't know what she was capable of and I just thought she was just being a jealous fan, but that's when she um.....She attacked me and hurt my stomach.". 

Jack-"And that's why you were in the hospital".

I nodded, I was already starting to cry but Jack had to know everything.

Me-"Jack, that's not all. When I got to Logans it had been a while and Logan went to go get food. After I don't know a few minutes I heard the door open and I thought it was him I heard my room door start to creek open and I thought it was Logan, no it was Gabbie. She had hurt me even more and I was at breaking point where it was time to break up with you.". 

Jack hugged me and I was sobbing. 

Jack-"Y/n I'm sorry, I'm sorry for getting upset when you had to do what you had to do to keep you and Paisley safe, I'm sorry". 

Me-''Jack it's okay, you didn't know".  

The fact that Paisley didn't know who her dad was knew she had a dad hit me hard. I started to cry more and more. Jack held me close we were both leaning against the pillows. He laid my head on his chest and started to run his fingers through my hair. He remembered.

Before me and Jack broke up everytime I cried I would lay my head on his chest and cry while he ran his fingers through my hair and comforted me. I had calmed down after a few minutes of letting my heart out. I had my head on Jacks neck and he had his head on mine. I moved my head a little, making Jack lift his head up. 

I looked into his eyes he looked into mine. I felt myself move forward uncontrollably. It was quiet enough for me to here Jack's shaky breath. Just a few seconds had gone by and I was at least a millimeter away from Jack. I was about to kiss him when I stopped myself. I ran out of his room, and out of the house. It was pouring rain outside and I was thinking of all the pros and cons if me and Jack were to kiss. I didn't even realize that it was dark. I couldn't help but run into the little pond area that me and Jack found while exploring the woods. I found a stump and sat there. There were lanterns that me and jack installed over 2 years. I started to think. 

Everything was just so hard. I don't know if I should just stay his friend even though it's hard because i still have feelings for him. I don't know if I should at least confess feelings for him. There were so many choices I don't know what to choose.

"Y/N!" Jack called knowing he has found and knowing I have no clue what to do was hard. 

A/N-Hey girls I have choices for you to comment on. Should Y/n do either

1. Kiss him

2. Confess feelings for him

3. Try and tell him to go back that she's not in the mood

4. Cry it all out

5. Comment what ever you think she should do

Love you guys Bye.