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They broke me but you can fix me

Eren POV

I started to shifted in bed until i felt arms around me and then last night came flooding back in, as i tried to get up pain struck in my hips and I whimpered causing the once sleeping Levi to wake up. He sat up and said with his deep raspy voice "you okay?" me being me I said in a sarcastic tone "oh nothing just that my fucking legs are killing me since someone couldn't be a little considerate" rolling my eyes I laid back down.

"Well, you shouldn't have sound or looked as good as you did up under me" Levi said as he chuckled and turn towards to me. "yeah well it was my first time having sex in almost 2 years" i said as i looked him in his eyes. Those beautiful grey eyes, I was snapped out of my thought when Levi said "I've missed looking into your eyes, they are so beautiful" as he caressed my face i responded with a small giggle and said "well, I could look into your eyes all the time. It was your fault for leaving, you could've continued looking at my eyes for the rest of our life but you up and left and that's fine" I turned away from him trying to go back to sleep.

It was silent and just as I was about to fall asleep he burst out "I'm sorry okay, it was stupid you don't have to make me feel worse then I already feel about the topic" his voice was breaking as he flopped down on the bed and turned away from me as i looked at him. I hesitated for a second and my hand on his back and turned his towards me pulling him into hug, he hugged me back, I broke the silence in a soft voice and said "after I found out you are a mafia boss, all the events clicked, i knew you had to protect me and your people and I'm not mad at you for that, i completely understand. If it had been me I probably would've done the samething."

Levi pulled me into him tighter and said "i don't deserve you, you should hate me for what I did" he sniffled "I did, with all my heart I did, but i couldn't stop loving you, so it didn't last long" i said as i lifted up and looked him in the eyes. He looked back at me and we just stared at each other for about a mintue before Levi pulled me into a passionate kiss.

Skip to them hanging with the others

We were all talking until Hanji asked me an unsettling question "Eren what happened to you, for you to turn into an assassin?" everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me as I look at my hands in my lap. Levi who was beside me, put his hand on my lower back and said "he doesn'y have to tell y'all or me anything, if he isn't ready" Hanji immedatily said "I'm sorry I didn't mean to pressure you."

I looked up to cieling trying to keep my tear in and said "I'm not ready to go into details about the night or what the men looked like, but i was raped in a robbery by at least 3 men, there where more men there and some women but just those 3 are the only ones i can remember did, what they wanted to do with me. I still havn't found them but they are apart of one the hidden mafias but I can't seem to find those three men" i looked at Levi who had a dark expression on his face and so did everyone else. I felt Levi grip my waist and pull me into him a little bit before standing up and saying "we're going out for a walk"

We walked out the building and contiued walking for a while in silence which i didn't mind because I know Levi is trying to wrapped his head around what I told him and come to a conculsion. We were sitting on one of the mountains for hiking and mafia trades but this one no one uses unless absoultly nessecary.

"I'm sorry, I should've been there. I shouldn't have left you all alone while you were hurting. I should've checked up on you, I'm so-" I interrupted him "it happened and it can't be changed. It wasn't your fault. I should've doubled checked the locks before I went to sleep but I doubt that would've stopped them, so it is what it is" I turned to him and gently made him look at me, his eyes were full of sadness and regret. I kissed him and we were making out, before we heard cars coming up the hill, we got up and hid in the trees. We watched as the men and women started to get out the cars.

One man got out of a limo, as soon as he got out 5 men walked up and stood on all sides as if they were protecting him, levi wispers "that's the leader i think" as he looked back at the scene happening before us the leader takes off his hat and swipes his hair revealing his face. I froze and grabbed Levi's hand "we need to go" Levi looked at me confused "why" I looked at him and it was present on my face "Levi, now before I get myself killed" Levi just nodded picked me up bridle style as we jumped down the mountain, managing not being seen.