Only Mine ( Jikook / Taegi ) [Completed]

♣️ Pre Wedding Jitters♣️

JIMIN's POV

Here i am all dolled up for my so called wedding. Do you think I'm happy for whatever is happening around me... And my answer is absolutely not, I'm doomed all i want is to run away but I'll be risking to many life for myself and I can't be selfish. No i don't have that in myself to let my family and friends to suffer just because some Maniac.

I won't lie about my feelings toward Jungkook. I like him the first time i saw him at the party i was so mesmerized by him. The way he was looking at me with soft eyes, he wasn't noticing anyone his eyes were just on me and i felt like i was his world at that time. It was so exotic feeling in me, never in my life i have ever got this feeling with just someone looking at me softly. I feel so secured in his arms, his arms fit around me like piece of puzzle, like it was meant to be.

You all must be wondering about why I'm running from him if i like him, it's because he is in mafia and at the top he is the leader of the most fearful Mafia, I'm scared because of the number of enemies he have around him, at this stage he would have numerous of backstabbers in his life... I'm not scared for myself, I'm scared about my family if I'll be engaged with him in any kind of relation, they will surely drag my family in their disputes and I don't want it. Their business is nasty they would go to any extent to just get their enemies down.

Today I'm gonna marry him, I'm not sad or I'm not going to bowl my eyes out just because he threatened me to marry him forcefully because if i like him then why not accept the fate.

Yes i was crying for when he forcefully got me here but that was because i was scared for my family and tae, i wasn't crying because he took me forcefully. I gave in to my feelings a long time ago but i wasn't ready to admit it to myself because of the insecurities and negative feelings.

"You ready chim?" Jin hyung asked me. Yes jin hyung is here and no he don't know about the scandal that's been going on in my life, i specifically requested Jungkook to let jin hyung attend the wedding.  We had to lie to him about me loving Jungkook, which isn't a total lie because i like him i know love and like have a huge difference between them but still it's a baby step towards something I'm looking forward at.

Jin hyung didn't questioned about no one being invited to our wedding just few trusted people because jin hyung knows Jungkook better than anyone and Jungkook is introvert, he don't like to be in crowded place. So it's a hush-hush wedding.

"Yeah hyung, just a little nervous" i replied giving him my best smile. He gave me an assuring smile and hugged me and i welcomed it with open arms. It always soothes me, he is like my parents to me, he is both my mom and my dad for me, his hugs always calms me.

"It's okay chim, baby it's okay to be nervous it's your big day after all, people tends to get nervous because of it. Everything will be fine" i smiled hearing him talking like that always make me feel at home. I love him so much. I snuggled more into him seeking comfort as much as i can.

Tae came jumping around in the room but as soon as he saw me, his jaw dropped to the ground. He looked stunned while staring at me and i was confused about why did he freezed so suddenly while looking at me.