Only Mine ( Jikook / Taegi ) [Completed]

♣️ Fear ♣️

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JIMIN'S POV

Scared is an understatement about what I'm feeling right now... This is what i was fearing most about. Wedding-Fucking-Night. I know i said i want him but that doesn't mean I don't have insecurities or I'm comfortable enough to give him my virginity. I'm still not sure about what will be his next step, he is too unpredictable.

I want to trust him, it's not like i don't want to give him a chance, but the moment i think about doing so i remember that he has my family under his grip what will he do to them if i disagreed to what he want from me, or if we had a fight he would just hurt them... I can't help but just step back from whatever i was thinking.

Right now we were in his car which he was personally driving, i don't know what for. I mean he has driver, but whatever. We had our reception after the wedding ceremony, i was totally not there. I was present there physically, yes but mentally i was far away. It was my reception afterall how will it look like if  your so called "bride" won't attend his own reception, for fuck sake i wanted to run away but still i was mingling with everyone with a fake smile stucked on my lips.

I don't know where he is taking me either, he was quite. Way toooo quite for my liking. I don't have a problem about it,but let me tell you one thing for all the times I've met him he was never and I mean never quite. So this is scaring me a little. I was looking out the window all this time, as all the houses, beautiful scenery passed and came a dense forest with no whatsoever houses in a sight, not even a single soul was present here...it was quite outside just darkness with peaceful silence.

My jaw dropped on the floor as i saw the sight before me as the car stopped. Breathtaking, was all i could describe it. No words came out of my mouth for what i was looking infront of me. I've seen many places but this exceeds everything I've ever seen.

(This is what it looks like at night)

(This is what it looks like at day)

I couldn't describe this place...it was overwhelming. I just sat there awestruck in the car that i didn't even noticed i was being carried inside the house, no no mansion...no a big ass house...no a fucking castle...oh whatever it is called.

I squealed when i came back to my sense as i was being carried.

"Put me down" i glared at him while trying to get out of his arms... possibly wiggling myself to get out of his iron grips, but to no avail. He was hell bent on take me in and i was hell bent on getting out of his arms but is it possible to match strength of a fucking bull to a chick.

"Stay put wifey or you'll fall and you could get hurt...and we don't want that to happen now, do we..?
He said with that low tone of his voice that always takes my breath away. I stopped moving in his arms complying with whatever he said. Now, you see once he use that tone with me i go all submissive infront of him. Loser.

"Good boy" he replied to which i just glared at him, i just wanted to kill him because if he thinks I'm a dog he can go fuck himself. Bloody Jeons.
"Well you are a jeon too Sweety" my conscience yelled at me to which i can't even argue.

"Fuck you" i folded my arms and unintentionally pouted.

"No baby i would love to fuck you and hold your tongue before i had to do it by my ways, I don't like it when those nasty words comes out of your mouth" this time he glared at me and quickly pecked my lips while my eyes grew to the size of a saucer. He pecked me. What the fuck.

My cheeks were heating up so i did what i thought was best, which was to hide my face in his neck. Snuggling more into his warmth which never fail to make me feel safe, protected and home. I don't know when my eyes started to fall shut but the next thing i know was when i was woken up due to the sudden thundering sound which was like the sky was angry and was literally sparking fire through those lightnings with angry agressive rain following the trail.

Suddenly i flinched at the sound of those and jumped a little due to it being so sudden, i looked around in search of jungkook but i couldn't find him as the room was almost dark just a light which was providing dim light shining at the very corner of the room.

I quickly left the room and started to wander around in search of jungkook, after three or four more lightings i started to hurry because I'm really scared of them. After searching for a while i saw a very small black cabin at the very end of the hallway, it was so small that i almost didn't see it. I quickly decided to just check it just in case.

I came infront of the door, lightly knocking which i shouldn't at the current moment because the downpour of the rain was too loud. I tried again but this time a bit more firmly. After a few second the door opened and came the droolworthy ( if that's even a word ) jeon jungkook wearing just a silky black robe looking sexy as ever. I yelped again due to the roaring lightning, i really was on the verge of crying.

"I cou-l-- couldn't s-slee-p d-due to L-lig-h-tni-ning" i was stuttering so badly that i couldn't even form a freaking sentence in my current state.

A lone tear left my eye and then i was engulfed in a comfortable warmth, in which i always feel safe. His musky cologne making me calm. I felt his fingers lightly stroking through my hair and then his thumb came right where my tears escape to wipe them off.

"It's okay. Everything is already, don't cry" he kissed the crown of my head lightly while his one arm under my leg and other supporting my back, he carried me bridal style till the room in which i was earlier and laid me on the bed, then he followed. After a while of staying in his arms and with him stroking my head ever so lightly i fell in the deep slumber... But before falling asleep i heard he said...

"I would never let you shed any tears...you are going to be treated like a prince i promise.." i smiled hoping everything will be alright. But this all sweet talk doesn't mean that i would stay here forever I'm going to try and run the moment i get the chance or i would make my own way till then I'll stay where i am right now.... My safe place- his arms around me.

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I'm so sorry guyz I've been busy with my clg stuffs my exams are on 6th of may so I'm busy giving internals....viva...blah..blah...and whatnot i just came to quickly update...i wrote it all in hurry so please if you find any mistakes point it out and I'll try to keep up with the updates as much as i could... Again I'm so sorrryyyyyyy.....