♦️ Hesitation ♦️

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YOONGI'S POV

I let Taehyung rest for a while, telling him everything right now would only lead him to be more emotional than before. I don't want that to happen. Ot would be just too much for me to handle as well. I admit that kidnapping him along with jimin was wrong, i seriously wanted to court him and be with him for real , not like this but if i wouldn't have kidnapped him Jungkook would have killed him without any ounce of mercy or regret which i didn't wanted to happen.

I had to tell him everything because if i didn't he won't let Jimin to stay with Jungkook which would be nearly impossible because Jimin is always under observation and the mansion is heavily guarded but still from what i know about tae i know he would do anything to keep his "baby chim" safe. I know tae treats jimin like his own baby and quiet frankly who won't? I mean jimin has that innocent looks and aura that everyone wants to protect him. He is too pure for this toxic world.

I have to tell tae about jungkook's past to make him calm and to truly trust jungkook. I know Jungkook he would never hurt jimin, he would rather kill himself than killing or even hurting jimin, that's how much he loves jimin. I know Jungkook won't be happy, he would try to hurt tae or would snap at me but if i have to make things right i had to do it and i would definitely do it but not now tomorrow is good, till then tae would be ready at least i hope he would be.

I checked on tae one last time and he was sleeping peacefully so i left the room without making any noise. I left to do one last work before i would be done for the day. I took my phone and called Jungkook.

"What do you want?" He scowled, i really wanted to snap back at him but i held my tongue before i could say anything which i would regret throughout my life.

"Boss you told me to keep eye on our men and I've noticed something which is quite suspicious according to me." I said waiting for his reply. I wanted to continue but this situation is more complicated and I can't really explain it on the phone. I want hobi and namjoon to be with us so i could inform them as well, I don't want to repeat same thing again and again, I'm too lazy for that.

"So won't you tell me what is it?" He ordered. I rolled my eyes which he can't see, because if he ever saw me doing this he will gouge my eyes out of my sockets so I'm thankful he can't look. Don't get me wrong i can be very scary and intimidating but when it comes to Jungkook, i could never match his capabilities of being scary and intimidating, never.

"The situation is a bit complicated i want you to held a meeting tomorrow with namjoon and hobi so i could inform them as well" i said hoping he would agree so it could reduce my workload of tell each of them separately. I could really use that time for sleeping peacefully on my beautiful, heavenly bed.

"Okay, now get lost" and just like that he hung up on me. Can i please kill a person, just one please i won't ask for more. Gosh i salute my own self control for being so patience with Jungkook. I went straight to bed after that and it took me no longer than a second to fall asleep.

~~Time skip after breakfast~~

I send someone else for giving breakfast to tae as i was mentally preparing myself to tell him about jungkook, i know it's not my place to do so but i want jungkook's happiness and his happiness is with jimin so I'll took the initiative and let tae know that Jungkook isn't bad as he think.

Surprisingly i woke up were early for my liking but i guess I'm feeling a bit uneasy, i just don't know what for. I might act strong or shit but I'm a human to I'm not like Jungkook totally emotionless but that turned out to be wrong as he has strong feelings for jimin.

I knocked on the door and heard a small whisper of "Come in" which i would have probably missed if i wasn't standing very close to the door. I opened the door and went in taking small steps not trying to make him scared, i don't know why am i this careful with him, I've never been like this with anyone.

"Can i sit?" I asked him softly, i was very cautious with my steps as well as words scared that he might snap at me like last night. He nodded and i sat on the bed at the edge not trying to be near him as i thought it was best for the moment.

"What did you wanted to tell me?" He asked lightly, i can feel that he wasn't as scared as he was yesterday but he wasn't comfortable either.

"About jungkook. I know according to you jungkook isn't the one to be trusted but he isn't what you think. He might look scary and rude which he is but he won't hurt jimin in anyways because he is in love with jimin. I know you won't trust a stranger but I'll tell you about jungkook's past and then it will be your decision if you should believe me or not"

"I don't even know if i would trust you even if you would tell me the truth, I'm just listening all this because of my chim. I know I'm no one to judge someone's past but if my baby chim's life is on the line I'll be the judge here. Don't get me wrong i would have believed you if Jungkook didn't stalked my chim or would have threatened him with me or our families but he did all that including kidnapping us it's just too much. I couldn't even bring myself to believe in him even if i want to" he said and i totally understood what he is trying to say, i know its hard for him to believe anything that comes out of my mouth but giving it a try won't hurt.

All my life I've never been this unsure about things, i don't know why i am being like this with him, i don't know what am i feeling for him, i don't know if i like him but this undefined feelings that I'm feeling right now are just too much , I've never felt this for anyone. I've seen many faces, had many one night stands, enjoyed my life, never been interested or intrigued by anyone but with tae, it's something different. I've shown him my soft side which no one has ever seen. It's a miracle. I never thought i could speak to someone so calmly or softly but i did it with tae.

"I know but please give me a chance to explain things, please give a chance to jungkook. He wasn't like this from the start but situations made him like this. I know you are hesitant about believing anything from me but jungkook is like my younger brother, i want to see him happy and if i had to tell you his past without his consent for him to be finally happy, so be it. I'm not going to back down. Its really hard for me to tell you all this but please hear me out first then you'll have every right to judge jungkook. I'll accept your every decision"  i said, i was nearly begging him which i never did. Again this is strange. People beg me for mercy but look at me now I'm the one doing it.

"Okay I'll give you a chance. I'll hear it." He said and a heavy sigh left my mouth. Finally he is willing to hear me out. I just hope it will all end on good notes.

Fighting!....
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I'm sorry guyz I'm busy with stuffs...it was Eid and then with Butter MV streaming then we have pretty tight schedule Army... MCD Meals...Muster SoWooZoo on 13th and 14th and then Festa gosh it's going to be hectic...

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