DERANGED

Prologue

God damn it.

Fuck.

It was happening again.

The voices in my head were getting louder, they were taunting me, they were making me want to... hurt her.

Watching her small fragile form laying curled up on the floor, I tried to hold back, I tried to stop myself from giving into the madness that was in my head, the chaos, the absolute insanity that fuelled me up and drowned me down into becoming the monster that I was.

I didn't want to bring harm to her, I didn't want to be the reason for her despair so why was it that I always managed to make her ache? That I always raised hell upon her? That nothing I ever did was good enough to make her happy.

She had become my hell and heaven both at once as I searched for her in my nightmares and craved her during those sweet dreams.

The more I tried to find her, the more I lost myself.

Groaning out in pain, I clutched my head to stop the wrath that I was soon to release upon her delicate existence, I tried to stop the end before the beginning even started because I knew, once I gave into the darkness that lurked within me, I'd never find the light again, for I was, a curse, for I had become,

Her death.