Today I was on my way to my work when I decided to stop at a cafeteria and grab some coffee.
While I was waiting on the line, a little girl came to me and hugged me. I could hear her say "That's her! That's the beautiful lady!"
I had no idea what she was talking about. I looked around in order to find her parents but no one looked familiar.
Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name. I tried to turn around and the fact that this little angel was still holding me tightly made the situation even more difficult.
When I finally managed to notice the man who called me I freaked out. I couldn't believe it was him. I stared at him and he was in shock just like me. He hadn't changed opposed to me that I was completely different. His eyes on me made feel nervous.
One look was enough to bring back all those memories that I tried so hard to forget.
He smiled and then, the world stopped.
It's so weird that a person can make you feel all these stuff without even trying.
I won't mention any details about what happened between us back then. It's a whole story and probably none of you cares. All that matters is that after all these years nothing has changed. I remember all the moments we spent together. Some of them happy some others sad. There was joy there was pain.
He taught me how to love.
He taught me how to live so he could kill me himself.
He showed me the world.
He gave me happiness but then he took it back. And that was the end of me.
The moment that I saw him getting out of that door I died. And now, after all these years I feel alive.
I didn't forget. I'll never forget. I doubt if I am capable of doing that. But you can't forget either and here is the living proof.
That day we met again. That day two worlds where united. But I was the one who saw you first.
You didn't call me. You weren't talking to me.
You hadn't even seen me standing there.
You were referring to this little angel.
You gave her my name. You managed to have the family I always dreamed of.
Yet, you didn't forget me.
You kept these pictures. Why?
You never answered to this question.
Apart of the name, you also gave her my necklace. Do you remember? It's story?
I guess not cause if you did, you wouldn't have kept it.
I am happy for you. There are 8 letters that can describe my feelings for you actually.
Although you felt the same way, you never really told me. It doesn't matter anymore. Wish you the best. Take care of yourself and your loving family.
-Your first love
