𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑿

Chapter 34

Tom Felton

My darling

Unfortunately you never get the chance to read this letter cause your gone, to a better place you are no longer with me and our baby Willow, you're life was to short It was taken from you way too soon I'll miss you every day every night there is no day where I not think about you, you are always on my mind.

I'm in so much pain, it feels  Like someone ripping my heart out with their bare hands.

I wish I could put my feelings into words but I can't.

I'd never really had the chance to say goodbye to you, just the few seconds in the hospital but nothing else.

You deserve so much better.

You deserve to be alive.

You deserve to build a family with me.

You deserve the world.

I've promised you that I'll write you love letters but now, I don't really know what this is but not love letters, but like kinda.

Our Family is missing you so much I always call with your mom and dad kinda everyday we spend much time together since Willow and me moved to London, in the house that was meant for us.

It is pretty empty without you but I still have all of your stuff your clothes and all the other things of you.

Now that you're gone everything that I touch, hold feels like you the first few months I couldn't sleep without your perfume on my pillow.

Willow is missing you she misses her mommy the mommy what would always give anything for her and anything.

My Mom misses you she never get the chance to see you again, she never get the chance to met her grandkids to hold him or her.

We never get the chance to hold our kids.

But it is getting better now I can sleep without you perfume on my pillow and without smelling on your hoodies and touching all your stuff.

But I still would give anything Everything to touch you
to talk to you
and have a family with you.

The Love we had could no one ever replace
The passionate moments we had could no on ever replace.

These  ten years with you where the best I'd ever had who could think out love story started on a toilet on a party in 2013.

Always when we shared the story wit our friends and Family they looked at us like we're crazy I miss this now we only talk about you.

I am heart broken Paula Felton you broke my heart in pieces you know that.

But how I could be mad at you, you are dead.

You got killed from Fans, if we both never met you were still alive you would mabey have a family with another men and you would be happy.

I love you Paula.

Always you X.