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15) My Purpose.

I was still in Aunt Mena's residence. I stayed there  for the whole week. I felt so lost and homeless after discovering the deadly truth that was hidden to me for so many years. I didn't contact anyone for the whole week. I didn't get out of my room. I slept very little. My head was dominated by my horrible past and I seem to loose control over everything . I didn't know how to move on from the pain that was implanted in my heart...The hatred..I felt so dead inside.... Hopeless.....Empty soul.

Infront of me was my favorite dish but I had no guts to taste it. I lost my appetite for the whole week. Everything felt very frustrating in me. I grabbed my pillow and rest my head on the bed. Nothing makes sense in my life.

       In my dream, I saw Gulf crying. I walked toward him but someone stopped me. It was my mom..She had a  very sad look on her face. She pointed at the shadow infront of me then disappeared. Gulf also disappeared. I faced the shadow and it was laughing at me. I really hated that shadow.......
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      I quickly drifted from the dream. I was sweating all over. It ain't the first time for me to dream about this. In the previous dream, mom and Gulf seemed so happy. But in this dream, both of them seem so sad and brokenhearted . The shadow guy......I really hate the shadow guy because he's behind everything that is happening to me and my family.

"My purpose!.......What's my purpose in life??" I asked myself as I sat up on the bed.

"To make things right!" Another voice answered. I lift my head just to see my mom standing right infront of me. I felt confused....

"Mom!?" 

"Your purpose in this life is to make things right my son. Mend all broken hearts, Save people's lives and bring back happiness that was once lost....There's no time, You Must Act now!".  She said then disappeared.
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"SON!....SON!....WAKE UP!......MEW...!" Aunt Mena lifted me up and laid me on her chest....I was crying bitterly as she continuously caressed my back.

"Mother.....Please come back" I cried.

"It's ok my son....Please calm down..." She sadly said to me.

"I saw her...She was here with me Aunt! She spoke to me!" I cried.

"We'll be fine my son....I'm here with you... I'm here now...." She pleaded.

"Tell me it wasn't a dream Aunt....Please say so!" I begged her.

"Calm down my son...Here, have some water" She handled me a glass of water . I drank a little and poured the remaining on my head. I really had to calm down. These dreams look more of reality...I need to act.

"Gulf needs my help...People out there need my help!" I thought. "Aunt...Help me book  the fastest plane to Bangkok. There's something urgent there!" I told her then left for a shower. I'm pretty sure she's startled but I dont have time to explain everything. I need to act as soon as possible before things get too far.

       I was already in the plane. Before leaving Aunt Mena's residence, I told her to shift or even travel anywhere far from there. I told her to find somewhere safe where she's not known by many people around. She needed to minimize her movements and reduce her circle of friends since the enemy can attack in any form. I  was ready for the battle. I was ready for Revolution.

After some hours in the plane, we finally landed in Don Mueang International Airport. I booked for an expensive room in one of the most luxurious hotels for one month. I warned the management not to tell anyone that I lived there. I called my friends and they were sick worried of me. I asked them to meet me in a certain restaurant for dinner.