Lost in Your Love

CHAPTER FIVE

Ryder's pov

As I walked out of the room, I felt as if I can, breathe again. I don't know why but seeing him flirt with her bothered me. This was, ridiculous, I don't even know her that well. I sighed and took out a cigarette and started to light it. When I wanted to take a puff, it was ripped out of my hands by Peter.

"Seriously? Come on dude it's been 2 years..Don't start smoking about something stupid" he says softly. I sighed and nodded my head.

There was a moment of silence before His eyes sparkled when he started speaking again:

"let's unwind... There is a party tonight"

I smirk "Perfect"

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Xina's pov

It was late and both Ryder and Peter was no where to be found. I started to get worried and decided to call Peter. After the fourth ring he picked up

"Whaaaaattttt" he slurred. I furrowed my eyebrows

"Are you drunk?" I asked in disbelief

"Yeahhh what about ittt... Heyy wait Ryder _"

"Hello?" I asked confused but mostly angry of their carelessness, how could they not tell, me about this?

"What do you want tiny?" His annoyed voice rang through my ears

"Where are you? When are you getting home?"
I was fuming. They never told me about this and both of them were too drunk to drive

"Please for the love of God! Xina just stop with the questions! We are having a great time" he sounds annoyed

"Fun? FUN?! RYDER, you both are drunk, you don't have a ride back home, Peter has work tomorrow and you have online classes... How could you both be so careles-"

"Oh just shut up Xina! We are having fun unlike you! You are boring and nerdy... This is why you have so little friends! Maybe if you just stop feeling sorry for yourself and get over the dumb experience you had with your past relationship, you would be more fun! " he stopped talking as if he realized what he said

Hurt. Betrayal. Sadness. Anger was what I felt when he finished his sentence. I thought he would be different, to say that he understood what I went through, but I was wrong. They are all the same

" Xina, I-"

"Thomas will be there to pick you up" I said and hung up. I washed my face and went to bed

My mind was running all around the place and it was getting late. I sighed and closed my eyes, I decided then and there

I don't need Ryder. Or anyone at all

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M❤️