Troubled heart

Chapter 3: The love letter

*One month later*

It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining, the birds were singing it was going be a good day. You woke up to the smell of breakfast and got up, you were going to grab some coffee, that was until you saw the letter. You grabbed it and saw a little heart on the fold meaning it was a love letter. As soon as you opened it up though the door swung open and in the doorway was Mitsuki he looked like he had a rough night, clinging to his head in pain you looked up at him concerned.

 He took notice and stated "I've just got a hang over, nothing to worry about". You looked at him unimpressed that he would drink so much and remembered that they have a photoshoot to get to later on in the day, you had told them not long after you found out. 

Mitsuki was confused as you looked deep in thought and brought in some tea for you to drink.

"I know we have a photoshoot...I'm sorry Y/N-San". He was obviously apologetic and you nodded in forgiveness. You couldn't tell him about the letter yet, not until you were sure of who it was.

As soon as he left the room you looked back at the letter and it read:

my love,

From all the girls I met before you are the most unique, I know I wouldn't have a chance with someone as angelic as you. Your eyes sparkle when your happiest your smiles make my heart flutter. You made my heart ache when I first laid eyes on you. I thank you for becoming our assistant manager, your the kindest, most sweetest person I have ever met and I could hardly resist your beauty. You make my heart soar. I know we only just met, but i believe in love at first sight. I'm grateful that I met you.

When you finished the letter you knew it was from someone in the idol group and your heart began to soar with excitement and happiness. You wanted to know who the mysterious admirer was and fast. Though the first person that came to mind was Iori mainly because you thought the only way he could express himself was through a love letter and because you began to feel something towards him. That's when you decided you were going to talk to him about it when you had time to talk. You also secretly hoped it was him.

You go looking for Iori after finishing your tea that was still warm. You made your way into his room thinking he may still be asleep and was going to wake him up, but the moment you opened the door you saw Iori shirtless. He looked amazing with his toned muscles and you froze in awe of his body and didn't realise Iori looking at you with a little smirk that had formed on his face. 

He suddenly questioned "like what you see Y/N-Chan?" Coming towards you ever so slowly. 

You were still frozen and started to burn up with embarrassment, you thought about leaving but Iori was already a few inches away from your face. He grabbed you by the wrist and dragged you inside his room and pinned you against the wall. Your heart started to race, before long Iori brushed his lips against your ear and whispered "don't think your getting anything more than this". He gave you a quick peck on the cheek but didn't let go of you.

You stood there surprised by Irori's actions and held up the love letter to him, indicating that you wanted to know if it was him. He took it gently out of your hand and read the letter. He definitely seemed to know who it was but decided not to say. To your disappointment you were back to square one still not knowing who the letter was from.

You heard a knock at the door and they entered, it was Riku and he was wanting Iori for something but instead saw him shirtless and you, who was still pinned against the wall not moving and holding the letter. 

Riku took a glance at it and asked abruptly "who's that from?". No one said a word and there was an awkward silence.

"do you know who it could be from?". You asked desperately wanting answers.

Riku looked at you with the sweetest eyes and gestured to have a look. However he also looked like he knew something and acted as if he didn't. There was yet another dead end. " I could help you though if you want". Your heart started to flutter at his remark and you agreed. 

He left the room forgetting what he wanted with Iori and the two of you were alone again. You looked at Iori and he had a look on his face that showed he was trying not to do something. Unfortunately he couldn't hold back anymore and his lips crashed into yours causing you to lose your balance. You were pinned closer against the wall, you couldn't help but melt into the kiss and you slowly wrapped your arms around his neck pulling him into a deeper and more passionate kiss. Iori then wrapped his arms round your waist tightly, enjoying every moment of it. This was your first kiss as well and it felt as though fireworks were shooting into the sky.

The moment was ruined as you both heard the front door of the dorms open and the voice of Tsumugi. You both pulled your lips away from one another and you felt your face burn up as it was quite romantic along with Iori still shirtless. You slowly snuck out of his room not wanting to cause commotion and crept into your room wanting the redness of your face to go away. Though you couldn't forget that kiss and the softness of his lips and how rough the kiss soon became. Your heart was still pounding out of your chest as you didn't think Iori would do something like that ever. 

You looked at the letter and didn't know who else it could be, but now you wanted to kiss Iori again. You would do anything to feel that excitement again.

"Y/N-San are you ok?". Tsumugi made her way into your room and looked at you then at the letter in your hand. You have been best friends since you were 5 years old so you trusted her to not laugh. So you decided to confide in her.

"Tsumugi could I ask for advice?"

"Of course what's the issue?"

"I got a love letter from someone"

"Uuuuu who is it?"

"That's the issue I don't know". You felt disappointed, but also happy that you kissed Iori.

"What are you smiling about?" Tsumugi asked giving you the indication to spill the tea by smirking very slightly.

"I...I don't know what you mean"

"Pleeeeaasse tell me". Tsumugi was getting disappointed that you wouldn't tell her.

"Okayyyyy... I kissed Iori!!" You blurted out wanting to get it out in the open and not wanting to disappoint your friend any longer. She looked at you in disbelief, anyone would if you say you kissed the shyest and most embarrassed boy in the group.

"YOU WHAT!!!!"

"Shhhhh the others will hear you"

"Sorry, how did it feel?". You didn't expect this side of your friend seeing as she used to be quiet and flustered a lot of the time but it was interesting all the same.

"There are no words to describe it." Remembering the moment their lips first touched.