Troubled heart

Chapter 14: A dark place

You made it to the cliff where Riku was lying, it was small but quite steep and he looked lifeless. Everything was going wrong in your life and you felt like a complete idiot for kissing Iori. You kept calling Riku's name in hopes that he would answer back and be ok. Of course, this wasn't the case and you felt like a horrible person as you should. You didn't care what the others thought and tried making your way down using little stepping rocks.

"Y/N, what're you doing?". You heard Gaku's voice call out to you.

"I'm getting him back, I can't loose him". You looked at all the males with tears in your eyes, you knew what they thought of you. Someone who has been hurt too many times and now hurt one of their old friends.

"The paramedics will do that, come back". Iori was worried for you and at that time you couldn't talk to him. It was his fault as much as it was yours. You decided to listen anyway and made your way back to the group. Being able to look at Riku but not able to reach him was torture. You wanted to hold him and to apologise to him.

A few minutes went by before the ambulance came to your location. You stepped aside and looked up to the sky and saw grey clouds that casted shadows on the ground beneath you. It was gloomy and looked depressing to look at and also relatable to how you were feeling at that very moment.

When they took Riku into the ambulance his twin Tenn decided to go with him. The rest of the group wanted to follow to the hospital and the guilt still welled up inside you and your stomach grew tighter and tighter.

"I'm gonna stay here and get a different way back home". You looked at the group and smiled slightly.

"Are you sure?" Asked Sougo, who stilled seemed worried about you.

"Yeah I think that would be best".

When they left you were alone at the cliffside. You heard someone coming towards you, your father. He was covered in bruises and was also limping a bit. He was also back to wearing his smart jacket and he folded his arms and started tapping his foot.

"Well, well, well, you're all alone again". He started to smile and you were confused. Why was he still here? Why was he in front of you?

Thoughts rushed through your mind. He starts stepping closer to you until he was close enough to whisper in your ear. You didn't dare try to run away, still in fear of him.

"I want to make a deal with you". His voice sent chills up your spine.

"What kind of deal?" You wanted to at least hear what he had to say and he was a fair man when it came to deals. You hoped that it was a good deal and that no one would be harmed this time.

"You hand in your notice at Takanashi productions and be part of the mafia family, along with becoming triggers manager". What on earth did he just say? It was clear that he wanted to corrupt you and make you miserable. However, jokes on him, you were already miserable. You felt guilt and regret so much. You considered this and came to the conclusion that it would be for the best of idolish7.

"Okay, deal". You looked up at your father and put your hand out. He did the same and you shook hands so that the deal was sealed.

"Then you should grab your stuff...you're moving in with me and Max. You weren't thinking clearly, you were more worried about your friends. You followed him to a big black jeep that was waiting at the abandoned factory. You ignored the churning gut feeling that you felt as you entered the jeep.

When you reached the dorm you saw Mitsuki making that nights dinner and decided to sneak into your room and not disturb him. You were surprised that he wasn't at the hospital and actually hoped that no one would be home. While you were packing up, you hadn't noticed that he was then standing at the door watching as you took all your stuff out of their places.