Cupid, not me!

II

People say I just have awkward experiences. I say that somehow I attract awkward situations to me. Why?
Right now I can feel how this vomit which people call food is staring at me. 
I comment it to Laura and her reponse is: you need a freaking psycothric.
Yeah, that's what you can call a best friend. Always there by my side. Anyways, I just throw away that vomit or whatever it is and sit again. I glance at Laura. She is eating up her nails for freaking sackes! She is so weirdo, tomorrow is Valentine's Day and she hopes that somwhow Josh would show up out of the nowhere and say to her that he loves her. Who is Josh? Josh is our best friend since forever, but Laura has this kind of a huge crush on him and the fact that the last month he moved to another coubtry doesn't really help either. So, she says she is totally fine and that she believes that tomorrow it will be the day that she moves on and finds a true love one. That' s  Laura.
-Would you just stop being so stupid about this whole Valentine's Day? I mean I know it's a really beautiful day for those who are in lioe but I don't know why I have to give freaking money for a freaking rose for no-one because I've got no-one- Laura yells at a girl who is in charge of selling roses to people so that tomorrow they can give them to their love or secret love or whatever. I just laugh out loud when I see Laura and she sighs. 
-Chill up. It's not the end of the world.
- So what? I'll be alone.
- Yeah, and if that's totally fine with ne why cannot you just be fine with ut too?
-Okay I'll calm down.
-So, are you alone this Valentine's day? I am actually certain that bitches are alone. -Chloe says as I turn to face her.
- Would you just back-off? You're kind of an annoying bratt . - I say. 
I look to her face and she seems embarassed. Wait, I said tgat too loud. Great, half of the people here are laughing. She, as stupid she is, just groans and goes to her table. Duh, just suit yourself won't you?

-See you haven't changed at all.

-Haven't see you in a while, have I?

- I do actually miss you, Alli.

I glance at him and I laugh.  I hug him. We haven't been talking this since before new year and it sucks. 
- I miss you too, Ty. But you know, it's not that I don't care for you or anything it's just...
- I hang out with Dylan. Hey, I totally get it.
- Well, well, look whi we've got here.- Laura says.
- See you haven't changed either.
- Not trying to.- she smiles. And Tyles smiles back. Poor Tyler, he has this crus on Laura but she just win't se that because she is mind-closed with Josh. And I love Josh, but I do know that Tyler is also a great guy. 
Basically, we just talk and talk about random stuff. Then go to classes, and when the bell rings I so totally get out of there towards my house.

-Not freaking way!- I yell to the sky. Probably God. Does he even exists? I dunno. 
Let me tell you what's happened. I was so happily ever after hoing towards my car to get back to my house byt I remebered that I forgot my jacket. Went inside, got it and come out again and obviaously everybody is already gone and my car is one of the only few lasts left there. But, my car breaks down! Yeah, I don't have anyway to gl back home!
-You're stupid!- I yell to the car. Yeah, this is me mad, yelling to a car.
-Having problems sweetheart? 
I turn to face where tha voice is coming from. You must think, he is so totaly going to be that hot guy who is going to fall in love with her and  viceversa. Let me tell you this is the real world . And it real world those brown eyes I am staring at are not worth it . Care to know who are the from? Stupid Chloe. And beside her, stupid blue eyes from Taylor . Taylor has been trying to be friends with ne again but I just can't. At least, not now. But it does hurt the fact that our whole friendship wasn't worh enough because she spoiled it all up for a quick hooky. I glare at them.
-Just leave me, will you?
-Aw, she is moody. So cute.
And then Dylan comes out of the nowhere and steps beside Chloe. He looks at me and I just feel this stupid empty space in ny heart.
-Just back off- he says to them- both of you. 
Abd i suddenly breathe. Wait, why was I homdibg my breath? Please just stop it stupid Allison!
They just glare at him. He gives then a grin and they just go.
- I can take you, you know.- he says.
- I won't go with you, you know.- I reply.
- Alli, I know you're mad at me but I-I....
-You what? You're sorry? You want to be forgivven for hurting me a hell? Want to feek again good with yourself? Want to sleep with Taylor without feeling guilty?- he just gulps and remains silent- Fine, I forgive you.
What the hell are you thinkin Alli? I knoe what I'm doing  my inner voice says. Okay, let's see what my plan it's.
Dylan looks at me and grabs me by ny waist and suddenly tries to kiss me.
-Hell no.- I breathe out. - You're so wrong, you're freaking forgiven! But that doesn't mean you just can show up here and try to have another chance with me or eveb friends. I forgive you but I can't be anywhere near by you without being disgusted . not disgusted by the fact that you hurt me or so, the fact that you're a totally not worh it person. So back off. And go.
He just stares at me as if he has been punched. There, all out. I feel so free. Damn, that felt so good.
So, he leaves and I call my mum. She doesn't pick up so I guess I am just going to be walking to home and tomorrow I'll take care of the car.

Walking is good for you. It makes you feel renivated and it makes yoy feel healthy. Lies. Walking for almost an hour now is freaking tireing. I mean, my house it's not that far away but my mum did call me and told me to stoo by the supermarket and buy things as we have guests, she didn't even hear me out when I said that my car doesn't work. So, here I am staring at ny incredible house exhausted. I just walk through the door and yell: 
-Mum, if I dry out of thirstyness and of tireness this is going to be all because of you. You  know that, right?-
I hear people laughing. No way, guests are already here? 
-Whatever sweertheart, come and say hello!- she yells me back from the kitchen.
Before going anyway I yell her just a sec and go to ny room. You see, I'm no this poshy girl but I look as if I've been alone in a desert for a whole week so I'm just going to make myself like a person in a desert but prettier? Yeah, that will work fine with me. I just brush my hair and remove my clothes into a normal skinny black jeans and a just random top. Yup  if you don't like it then just... Just...  I din't know just something. I go downstairs and enter in my kitchen. I say hey and my eyes captures two un-known figures there. Well, there is this lady about my mum's age and this hot boy about my age even though I can only see his back. Yup. But, wait for the best of all. 
-Alli, these are our new neighbours. You remember them right?
I look her confused.
-Alli, this is your aunt Ella and this is your cousin Ed.
But this wasn't the best. 
As he turns I recognise him. I know that guy. Hell yes if I knew him.

NO FREAKING WAY!