I Knew Since Day One ( RIRIKA X READER FxF)

Remembering Her

RIRIKA POV

It was a long day at school because i had to do paper work literally all day. It was getting towards the end of the day till Mary decided to walk into my office. "Hey baby, whacha doinnn?" "Just doing paper work... You?" I said as i took off my mask.

'Well i wanted to come in and ask if you wanted to go to Yumeko's house later with all of us to hang out for a while" Mary said as she walked over to sit in my lap. "Idk Mary, I have a lot of work to do-" "Pleaseeeeeeeee?" Mary said with her big yellow eyes. "I don't want to go without you..." A fake frown came across her face. "Fine i'll go with you" Mary jumped up with joy while straddling me. Mary gave me a kiss on the lips with her soft lips fitting perfectly with mine. we sat there kissing for a minute until Mary finally disconnected from me. We stood up and she pushed me onto the couch. She followed my fall onto the couch and was pinning me to the couch. "Can i give you a little something Riri?" I shook my head with my cheeks red like an apple. She began to lower her head to my neck and started to lightly bite it. I held in a moan that i wanted to let go of. She then started sucking on my neck giving me hickys all over my neck. I let one small moan slip out and i felt Mary's smile form on my neck. I felt her hand move up to the top of my blouse and she began to unbutton it. She looked at me with desperate eyes.

"Do you want to? It's fine if you don't i just want to know..."

I sat there and thought for a minute. I really really liked Mary and i wanted things to go far with her. She already got me in a mood. i looked at her and couldn't help myself. I smashed my lips into hers and we proceeded to make out. Our tongues would touch but not too much. Mary was just getting ready to take off my blazer until- "Mary!!! Ririka!!!" Yumeko came barging into the room and Mary shot off of my covering me up. "Oh- oh... I'm sorry i had no idea. Uh are you two coming tonight?" "Yes we are." "Alright i'll see you there!" 

Yumeko skipped out of the room. I stood up buttoning up my blazer while blushing at Mary, "I didn't think we were done?" She said with a chuckle. i looked at the ground cause i thought i ruined the moment. "Hey, It's ok if you aren't ready and if Yumeko killed the mood. I get it." I looked at her and wanted to cry cause i felt bad but she pulled me in close and gave me a big hug. After we let go of each other we packed up our stuff and walked home together. She didn't live to far down the road from me so i had to walk home by myself for a few minutes.

I got changed into some black joggers and y/n's old "Friday the 13th" shirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun and threw on a jacket.

when i arrived to Yumeko's house everyone was there already. We all sat around for a while and talked about drama at school. Yumeko gambled Itsuki and me, Ryota, and Mary observed. It was quite entertaining. After a while we had ordered a pizza for dinner. 

"While we wait. Anyone up for some truth or dare?" Yumeko asked with excitement. We all agreed to it and the game started. We all went around with simple truths and dares like take off your sweatshirt, go outside and scream. Simple... eventually Itsuki looked at me for a turn.

"Ririka, truth or dare?"

I thought for a second. "Truth."

Itsuki looked around with a thinking face, "Where you ever in love before you were with Mary."

I froze. It felt like the entire world stopped in front of me. I started thinking about y/n and everything she meant to me. As everyone continued looking at me, the bell rang.

"That must be the pizza..." i got up from my seat to go to the door. i grabbed the pizza and brought it into the living room where everyone was laughing and messing around. we turned on a movie to watch with our pizza. After the movie ended we all decided to go home since technically it was only Tuesday. Mary decided to come to my house. it was really awkward walk home. I didn't know if she was mad at me... Was she?

We arrived to the house and when i walked in Kirari told me we had a very important meeting this Friday. I was wondering what for cause she normally tells me. Oh well.

We got up to my room and we sat on the bed to cuddle and watch a movie. After about an hour of the movie, Mary sat up and looked at me. "Will you tell me about them?"

"About who?"

"About the person you loved before me..."

My face immediately got flustered 

"I'm not mad Riri, I just wanna know about them. that's all."

"Ok fine... There was this girl... She was beautiful, nice, funny... and she loved me for everything i was. She was with me in my dark moments, my best moments. Her name was Y/n L/n. She was everything I ever wanted. She could make me laugh and smile even when i thought there was no possible way i could. I fell for her the first time i ever met her. It was like love at first sight. she knew everything about me. When i was sad, mad, happy. She is the reason i made the mask i wear today... I crafted it to hide how i was feeling but she always saw right through it like it was a glass window."

I continued on about who she was and how i messed everything up at one point. All Mary did was listen. She didn't care at all that i loved someone before her. 

"The night that i went to her house to talk to her... I told her i loved her and one thing led to another... We we ended up losing our virginity to each other that night." Mary looked at me with a smile. "Dang... I really wanted to be your first time." We both giggled. I continued on about what happened and how we were never truly together.

At this point i was crying because i was so overwhelmed. "I miss her everyday of my life..."

"I get it Riri, and i'm glad that you talked to me about it. Thank you."

"You're welcome"

"Now, lets get some ice cream and then go to bed. that sound good?"

"Yes it does."

Mary gave me kisses all over my face which made me laugh. We went downstairs to get ice cream and saw Sayaka and Kirari on the couch cuddling asleep. We snuck past the couch grabbed our snacks and went upstairs. We turned on a movie and i fell asleep in Mary's arms.

---------Sooooooo That is it for this chapter. I'm not gonna say much but ohhhhhh i'm exited for the next chapterrr. I hope you all are enjoying reading this as much as i am, writing it. Anyways, I hope you all have a good night or morninggggggggggg