Bigger Is Better

23. Back to Normal

KoKo POV

It's been a week since Aug's surgery and things are slowly going back to normal. His eyes were healing nicely, his vision becoming clearer by the day, and he was still acting like it wasn't a big deal.

I love my husband I promise I do but sometimes he makes me so angry. No I don't feel like he should tell me everything but things like this, things that could alter our lives, I feel like I deserve to know.

And for him not to tell me this,  it hurt my feelings more than anything. Makes me feel like he doesn't trust me.

The whole ordeal just has me kind of frustrated, the past few days I've just been going through the motions. I know he's dealing with a lot mentally so I don't plan on mentioning it I just have to get out of my feelings.

"Baybeh, come hea for a sec" I heard Aug calling for me snapping me out of my thoughts.

Walking out of the bathroom, I adjusted my towel as I made my way into the bedroom.

"Hmmm" I looked at him as he was putting on his jewelry while sitting on the side of our bed.

"Can you do my eye drops fa me so I can get up outta here?" He asked trying to clasp his Cartier bracelet around his arm.

"Yeah babe"

I grabbed his arm helping him out then proceeded to put two drops of his antibiotic medication in each of his eyes.

I felt one of his hands rubbing up and down my thigh while the other rested on my butt. I smiled slightly at the brief moment of contact.

He blinked a few times before using some tissue to dry eyes.

In the midst of me attempting to walk away he grabbed my hand pulling me back between his legs.

"Hollup! Damn bae let me love on you a lil bit" He said undoing my towel placing kisses down my stomach

"Nooo...Aug...baaeee stop I have to get ready and you need to go remember" I laughed shaking my head and closing my towel back as I walked back to our bathroom.

"They can wait" he said coming behind me then wrapping his arms around me.

He kissed on my neck as we walked.

"But y-" I attempted to speak but was cut off.

"Shhhh" He spun me around and sat me on the bathroom counter.

We gazed in each other's before he looked down at my lips. Capturing them with his, he kissed me slowly holding my head in his hands.

My mind was telling me to pull away bc we both had somewhere to be but my body wouldn't let me.

He led and I followed occasionally nipping his lip and sucking on his tongue.

I gripped the back of his head as he kissed and nibbled on my neck.

He tried to slide his hand between my legs but I caught his hands.

"Aht aht!" I held his hand putting it by his side only for him to place it back on my upper thigh

"Come on its been over a week love, I just need 5 minutes. " he whined licking my neck before biting it teasingly and I laughed feeling his piece press against my lower parts.

As much as I wanted to and please believe me I wanted to feel ALL of him mkay, I needed to get to the office. I have so much to catch up on. Plus I wanted to be done by 5, Dom planned dinner for her, Nino, and I. And I don't want to miss  hanging with them. I hadn't seen my best friends in weeks.